I thought I was getting through to her, but it didn't work. And she wasn't even sorry about it [she acknowledges it wasn't real, she's just explaining to cloud. and then...]

...I left her body there. I went out to find the others, but Karlach found me first. She was at the end of the road. Her job was to remove us...the devils wearing human skin. ...so I ran, knowing she'd follow me.