I know. Her letters always made it sound like she was really struggling after everything happened. And I know she wanted to finished things herself. She told me she was planning to take care of Ashlyn on Friday, but Laudna got to her first. She's been taking on so much responsibility when she really should not have to be the one doing these things.

[fuck off from being responsible!! you're a teenager!!]

...I'm also worried that this is going to change her relationship with Laudna, too, after everything. Not necessarily damage it forever, but change it to something harder to handle for a while.