[she's only angry because she made the mistake of kind of blorboing karma without meaning to. she is still in the skull t-shirt. please take this off, aerith, begging. but that's where it's difficult. she can't be as angry as she wants because there were monsters in play, and erin wasn't in her right mind when she acted. the monster inside of her wanted a kill and wouldn't be satisfied until she got it.
"I hate I'm feeling both celebratory and ashamed about how cruel it was."
how can she be angry about this? but at the same time it doesn't just...erase what happened. it doesn't fully absolve someone of their sins, and while they may never know what really happened to pickles and they've let ichiban's killer walk, knowing what she knows now has just left her conflicted and livid. it's just hard to know where the blame should be assigned.]
...she said Karma walked in through the door, and while he was focused on the ukulele she stabbed him in the back with the pitchfork. But it didn't kill him. He tried to fight back. [because of course he did. because that's what karma does.] Erin says that he shot at her with his gun and hit her, so she took it from him and shot him in the head hoping to kill him that time. He must've gone unconscious because she put him in the barrel after that, and sealed him up. She says solled him most of the way to the beach and...we know Karma was still alive in there. He had to have finally died by drowning, if not just losing air.
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"I hate I'm feeling both celebratory and ashamed about how cruel it was."
how can she be angry about this? but at the same time it doesn't just...erase what happened. it doesn't fully absolve someone of their sins, and while they may never know what really happened to pickles and they've let ichiban's killer walk, knowing what she knows now has just left her conflicted and livid. it's just hard to know where the blame should be assigned.]
...she said Karma walked in through the door, and while he was focused on the ukulele she stabbed him in the back with the pitchfork. But it didn't kill him. He tried to fight back. [because of course he did. because that's what karma does.] Erin says that he shot at her with his gun and hit her, so she took it from him and shot him in the head hoping to kill him that time. He must've gone unconscious because she put him in the barrel after that, and sealed him up. She says solled him most of the way to the beach and...we know Karma was still alive in there. He had to have finally died by drowning, if not just losing air.