[ they are truly doing these intimate exploratory touches while having this talk and it is kind of a funny dichotomy. she likes the petting, and he, well-- learned something new today in that he likes the biting, which was not a thing he considered before. he pets a little higher up her thigh, almost teasing, before his hand drifts as he experimentally squeezes her leg through the skirt? this isn't really a thing, but he's just. trying touches, here.
"what I knew I wasn't sure we could have", huh. ]
... I don't want to only think about the bigger picture. [ not only because the bigger picture is sephiroth and he is sick and tired of being forever linked to him, though that is a big part of it. but despite pretenses he has things he wants and things he feels and he's not necessarily good at putting them aside. ] Even if this is selfish, I...
[ want it too. he doesn't outright say it because he thinks it's obvious by now, and because he has said so much already give his little baby heart a break he is not this good at words ]
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"what I knew I wasn't sure we could have", huh. ]
... I don't want to only think about the bigger picture. [ not only because the bigger picture is sephiroth and he is sick and tired of being forever linked to him, though that is a big part of it. but despite pretenses he has things he wants and things he feels and he's not necessarily good at putting them aside. ] Even if this is selfish, I...
[ want it too. he doesn't outright say it because he thinks it's obvious by now, and because he has said so much already give his little baby heart a break he is not this good at words ]