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[ Such a big yike, dude. He's glad there's nobody that insane in his world. (The first game had a guy create a half-god spawn with a New God in an attempt to nurture a new god born of mortal roots for humanity, and also turned into a level of New God himself by implication because both he and the God of Fear and Hunger exist in the sequel. However this is history and legend for Daan that he doesn't really know that much about so you know, fuck it.) ]
What do they call those kinds of people... seeresses? Oracles?
Usually I'd consider being able to hear intangible voices a curse... but what do you think?
What do they call those kinds of people... seeresses? Oracles?
Usually I'd consider being able to hear intangible voices a curse... but what do you think?
[the fuck is going on with his canon i'm so alarmed. he really is just a guy.]
I'm a Cetra. The...only one left, actually. [just to make everything worse.] I think my blood's been both a blessing and a curse, but it's just who I am. I was never going to be normal no matter how hard I tried to ignore everything I could hear. So eventually I just started to try to embrace it. Sometimes she doesn't always speak to me, but other times it's easier to be able to sense all of the pain and anger in a place or feel a connection.
I'm a Cetra. The...only one left, actually. [just to make everything worse.] I think my blood's been both a blessing and a curse, but it's just who I am. I was never going to be normal no matter how hard I tried to ignore everything I could hear. So eventually I just started to try to embrace it. Sometimes she doesn't always speak to me, but other times it's easier to be able to sense all of the pain and anger in a place or feel a connection.
[i see..............
but since she can't read the meta, she can only hear what he says. and what he says hits right on the mark, her hands coming up to clasp in front of her almost subconsciously.]
It was. [is? both, really.] Even now, sometimes, there are things people talk about that I know I was never going to be able to have, or never thought I could. But it's okay. After meeting everyone else...knowing them, and growing to love them...it felt worth it. Everything that's happened up until now.
[this man is so sad, and so many horrible things have happened to him in such quick succession that she thinks it isn't her place to continue. but she does anyway because...maybe that would help, too.]
Meeting people here and learning more about them means I'm finding new things I know I'll never be able to quite relate to. But...I want to try to understand it all. I want to help everyone I can, however I can. Even if it just means acknowledging those things everyone's gone through.
but since she can't read the meta, she can only hear what he says. and what he says hits right on the mark, her hands coming up to clasp in front of her almost subconsciously.]
It was. [is? both, really.] Even now, sometimes, there are things people talk about that I know I was never going to be able to have, or never thought I could. But it's okay. After meeting everyone else...knowing them, and growing to love them...it felt worth it. Everything that's happened up until now.
[this man is so sad, and so many horrible things have happened to him in such quick succession that she thinks it isn't her place to continue. but she does anyway because...maybe that would help, too.]
Meeting people here and learning more about them means I'm finding new things I know I'll never be able to quite relate to. But...I want to try to understand it all. I want to help everyone I can, however I can. Even if it just means acknowledging those things everyone's gone through.
[ 'It felt worth it'. It's a nice sentiment and he's glad Aerith is able to say something like that. ]
You've found a place to be despite it, Ms. Gainsborough. It's a good thing. And with your numbers, I'm certain you'll find a solution to your predicament.
[ Your POWER OF FRIENDSHIP group feat. Yuffie. ]
You've found a place to be despite it, Ms. Gainsborough. It's a good thing. And with your numbers, I'm certain you'll find a solution to your predicament.
[ Your POWER OF FRIENDSHIP group feat. Yuffie. ]
I hope so. [will THE POWER OF FRIENDSHIP be enough to beat sephiroth? stay tuned.] ...we fought against him right before we got here. Sephiroth, that is. He fled before we could stop him, but he knows it isn't over between us. It's why I have to make sure Cloud and Yuffie get back.
[for some reason, she doesn't address the first part of what he says, but in a way that seems as though perhaps she's agreeing without saying so. but maybe it's just...easier to bypass and focus on the second half.]
I wouldn't say it's entirely limited, Daan. [she tilts her head in thought.] You help in different ways beyond what you can physically do for us. Even if I don't think you've noticed.
I wouldn't say it's entirely limited, Daan. [she tilts her head in thought.] You help in different ways beyond what you can physically do for us. Even if I don't think you've noticed.
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I mean in terms for the long-run. Granted, even then I don't do the kinds of things some of you all can do, but at least it might be a little bit more.
[ He doesn't like calling on Her and other forces too often, but hell, he had to do it a few times in the city. Why not another, if it means more people could get to go home alive... but that's all hypotheticals. ]
[ He doesn't like calling on Her and other forces too often, but hell, he had to do it a few times in the city. Why not another, if it means more people could get to go home alive... but that's all hypotheticals. ]
You never know...maybe there are new things you'll learn in the long-run. Or old skills applied in new ways? [she thinks on this for a moment.] Being the way you are isn't a bad thing.
[she thinks that it's a matter of choice, and she thinks daan would make a choice when needed. she doesn't doubt that. even if it's hard on him in the end.]
[she thinks that it's a matter of choice, and she thinks daan would make a choice when needed. she doesn't doubt that. even if it's hard on him in the end.]
[...hm?]
...it's okay if you disagree, you know. I won't be offended by that.
...it's okay if you disagree, you know. I won't be offended by that.
...
[ He looks at her and there's something about it in his eye -- something present behind it, and yet the look is a bit distant. ]
Oh, it's not so much an outright disagreement love. Just that some people aren't destined to be very good people, or maybe they're nobody at all.
[ He looks at her and there's something about it in his eye -- something present behind it, and yet the look is a bit distant. ]
Oh, it's not so much an outright disagreement love. Just that some people aren't destined to be very good people, or maybe they're nobody at all.
[she lets him say his piece. and...she's both unsurprised and a little saddened to hear it, even if she understands why he'd say it. aerith is the kind of person who does try to see the good in people, or at least tries to write things off as "not so bad" save for a few specific individuals. even here, she's made peace (mostly) with the things have happened, because all of the killers have been afflicted and it's not their fault.
it's not in her nature to think most people can't be good to some degree.]
I know. [she says, because she's also not naive. some people are destined to be villains, or puppets playing right into someone else's hands. and yet...] Asa thinks I'm a little delusional for not waiting for something to go wrong, or for people to reveal they were never good all along. But maybe I just think most people have some capacity to be good and matter to people. There will always be people you can't reach no matter what, and people who are so driven on their path they don't care about the destruction they leave behind. But for everyone else...I try to believe anyway. Maybe it really is delusional.
it's not in her nature to think most people can't be good to some degree.]
I know. [she says, because she's also not naive. some people are destined to be villains, or puppets playing right into someone else's hands. and yet...] Asa thinks I'm a little delusional for not waiting for something to go wrong, or for people to reveal they were never good all along. But maybe I just think most people have some capacity to be good and matter to people. There will always be people you can't reach no matter what, and people who are so driven on their path they don't care about the destruction they leave behind. But for everyone else...I try to believe anyway. Maybe it really is delusional.
[ For all the misery in his life, Daan is actually not a nihilist about the people in this world. He doesn't think most people are possibly destined to be evil. ]
Oh, delusional is just but a subjective major love. The world could do with bright-eyed fellows like you, it balances out all the grim and dark and fogginess of the it all. Just that among those, there are few who aren't ever destined to come out of all that, and maybe, just maybe, they don't want to, because it's just where they belong. You can only head towards that light at the end of the tunnel if you want it, there's always the option to remain still.
Children of light, those destined to walk under the bright sun. Those people do well in all hardships of life. They have dear humans who they want to return to. Even in the darkest hour, they can feel warmth of their loved ones in their heart and gain extra courage from that.
I don't need to ask, do I?
Oh, delusional is just but a subjective major love. The world could do with bright-eyed fellows like you, it balances out all the grim and dark and fogginess of the it all. Just that among those, there are few who aren't ever destined to come out of all that, and maybe, just maybe, they don't want to, because it's just where they belong. You can only head towards that light at the end of the tunnel if you want it, there's always the option to remain still.
Children of light, those destined to walk under the bright sun. Those people do well in all hardships of life. They have dear humans who they want to return to. Even in the darkest hour, they can feel warmth of their loved ones in their heart and gain extra courage from that.
I don't need to ask, do I?
[she's not sure if this is actually daan, a cursed daan, or if she's unlocked a new level of daan not that it matters. as always, she's listening to him with utmost attention.]
It depends. Are you thinking you don't need to ask which I am? Or that you don't need to ask which you think you are?
It depends. Are you thinking you don't need to ask which I am? Or that you don't need to ask which you think you are?
I wouldn't say you're wrong. [because he's not. aerith knows exactly how she portrays herself, and she's very firm in her beliefs.] ...but being who I am also has meant there weren't many options to meet those people that I love now, before now. I've been watched my whole life, sometimes hated, sometimes ignored, and even held against my will. And even now there are times I've wondered if having those friends will be enough.
But I'm happier with them. And I can only express my gratitude with kindness. Even in the darkest hour, I...guess I want to be the light for anyone who wants to head toward it. Even if that feels pretty silly to say. ["I just want to do everything in my power to help. All of you." it's what her profile says, after all, and she stands by it now even while things are looking pretty abysmal.]
But I'm happier with them. And I can only express my gratitude with kindness. Even in the darkest hour, I...guess I want to be the light for anyone who wants to head toward it. Even if that feels pretty silly to say. ["I just want to do everything in my power to help. All of you." it's what her profile says, after all, and she stands by it now even while things are looking pretty abysmal.]
[ This fucking icon is so funny help. Backrooms Aerith... ]
From the brightest chrysalis births the darkest shadow... and vice versa. Can't have one without the other -- two sides of the same coin. You can take all the time you need, of course. You won't be able to fly with an early ecdysis. You're honest with me, a trait I appreciate quite a bit.
Are you happy, where you are?
From the brightest chrysalis births the darkest shadow... and vice versa. Can't have one without the other -- two sides of the same coin. You can take all the time you need, of course. You won't be able to fly with an early ecdysis. You're honest with me, a trait I appreciate quite a bit.
Are you happy, where you are?
[it cracks me up tbh i don't even remember the context.
but well yeah. this makes sense to her, too.]
I'd never dream of being dishonest to someone who listens. [first of all. but to the rest...] I'm as happy as I can be with the way things are. As long as my friends are okay, I can be happy.
[because what's the point if the people she loves are struggling? it means she can't help them to the best of her ability, and it means they're in pain. it's not an option she wants for anyone she meets. but it doesn't mean there aren't still things that sadden her and things she can't change. that's just how things work. all you can do is try to make the most of it.]
but well yeah. this makes sense to her, too.]
I'd never dream of being dishonest to someone who listens. [first of all. but to the rest...] I'm as happy as I can be with the way things are. As long as my friends are okay, I can be happy.
[because what's the point if the people she loves are struggling? it means she can't help them to the best of her ability, and it means they're in pain. it's not an option she wants for anyone she meets. but it doesn't mean there aren't still things that sadden her and things she can't change. that's just how things work. all you can do is try to make the most of it.]
A fine answer, Ms. Gainsborough. Happiness is a lovely little thing, different from fleeting joy.
[ He looks a little tired, suddenly, rubbing at his eye. ]
So much heavy conversation. It really is looking like the norm for us, huh. It's got to get tiring at some point...
[ He looks a little tired, suddenly, rubbing at his eye. ]
So much heavy conversation. It really is looking like the norm for us, huh. It's got to get tiring at some point...
[it's 1am and i'm suddenly filled with fear that you're somehow dead tomorrow.
and just like that, there's the daan she's familiar with. the man who has so many words but usually only says a handful of what he's thinking. she likes both though, as it turns out.
but with that, she just smiles a little and shakes her head.]
Nope, not yet! [cheerful as ever, though a little muted and sincere.] I don't mind heavy conversations. And I've never minded the times I've gotten to talk to you. [she's quiet then, looking at him briefly as if she's studying him and also just...appreciating the existence of this human.]
If anything, I'm surprised you're not tired of me yet. [she knows she's a lot of energy and bright-eyed hope for some people, even with the weight of responsibility she carries on her own to help everyone she can.]
and just like that, there's the daan she's familiar with. the man who has so many words but usually only says a handful of what he's thinking. she likes both though, as it turns out.
but with that, she just smiles a little and shakes her head.]
Nope, not yet! [cheerful as ever, though a little muted and sincere.] I don't mind heavy conversations. And I've never minded the times I've gotten to talk to you. [she's quiet then, looking at him briefly as if she's studying him and also just...appreciating the existence of this human.]
If anything, I'm surprised you're not tired of me yet. [she knows she's a lot of energy and bright-eyed hope for some people, even with the weight of responsibility she carries on her own to help everyone she can.]
[it's a valid concern.]
Being kind of mean doesn't always matter to some people, Daan. [she's not saying this as a way of going "you're just being nice", it's more "there are still people here who find me irritating and i get that."] But thank you for saying so.
Being kind of mean doesn't always matter to some people, Daan. [she's not saying this as a way of going "you're just being nice", it's more "there are still people here who find me irritating and i get that."] But thank you for saying so.
It matters to me, I guess? Not that I care to be nice all the time, just don't see much of a point in it.
[ Being mean is so tiring, man. ]
All well and good then, for the most part. Just thought, after this past weekend, could do with less of more of the same. Not that I expected it to go in a different direction with what just happened.
[ Being mean is so tiring, man. ]
All well and good then, for the most part. Just thought, after this past weekend, could do with less of more of the same. Not that I expected it to go in a different direction with what just happened.
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