[it cracks me up tbh i don't even remember the context.

but well yeah. this makes sense to her, too.]

I'd never dream of being dishonest to someone who listens. [first of all. but to the rest...] I'm as happy as I can be with the way things are. As long as my friends are okay, I can be happy.

[because what's the point if the people she loves are struggling? it means she can't help them to the best of her ability, and it means they're in pain. it's not an option she wants for anyone she meets. but it doesn't mean there aren't still things that sadden her and things she can't change. that's just how things work. all you can do is try to make the most of it.]