[ it's almost like he just poured himself a drink as a force of habit; he doesn't really feel like drowning his sorrows or getting shitfaced. he does welcome her sitting by his side, though; he'll appreciate it later, once he can figure out his feelings. ]

You know, I really don't know what I'm gonna be like when I see him again. And like I said yesterday, that really freaks me out. [ ... ] I know it's different for you, since he was possessed when he got you, but...

[ ...he trails off. god. his brain is such a mess right now. ]