Lilium Derived from Latin lilia, which may have come from a corrupted pronunciation of a word from an extinct Eastern Mediterranean language Humility, devotion, restored innocence after death
"Lovers used to give these when they were reunited."
[ maybe he can only say this much because she's not asking out loud and because she's not looking at him, or maybe because it's not just about himself, but. it also stands for himself? either way. he means it. ]
[it's good enough. she's quiet, curled up into him and just letting the words rotate in her head to settle in her chest before there's a soft huff of laughter.]
Thank you. Sorry, this was kind of silly, wasn't it? [not really. she's still young and there are insecurities and weaknesses she buries so far down under the weight of handling everyone else that when she tries to address them she feels at odds about them even if they are normal insecurities to have.] Kinda ruined the mood.
[ what will really ruin the mood is cloud's initial the mood? thought, because to him it started as talking about feelings (light) and kept going into feelings (deep) so it's. about the same? King of Romance here.
he shakes his head anyway ]
I want to know those things too. The stuff that worries you.
[ king of romance redemption is that his follow up thought to that is I want to be there for you. ]
[she opens an eye to stare up at him because yes? the mood? though she supposes it's nice that he was fine just talking about feelings for once.]
I'm trying. [she says that much, and it's maybe the only admission that she has a harder time, sometimes, voicing her fears to him. but she wants to, and hearing that thought gets a smile from her.] It helps that you're good at listening.
[not always great at actually talking or offering solutions, but there have been a lot of times in recent history cloud has just listened to aerith talk about less than fun things and has quietly supported her. it's more than she's had before and it's something that keeps her happy.]
You're not hard to listen to. [ there's people or times where he admittedly gets overwhelmed with too much talking (chadley), but listening to aerith has never felt like that, even when she was being a bit of a whirlwind. and this is also his way of being a little apologetic that he knows he's not... great... at the talking part. ]
Sweet of you to say. [she says it in a tone that says she's not sure she buys it but she'll let it slide. and speaking of slide, one hand slides up to cup his cheek again so she can kiss him slowly and briefly.]
[given the way her hand slides to the back of his neck again and her mouth's on his the answer is "a long time." they really are not going to eat ye because kissing is happening. this will happen a lot because it is a novelty. both of you are terrible.]
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[ maybe he can only say this much because she's not asking out loud and because she's not looking at him, or maybe because it's not just about himself, but. it also stands for himself? either way. he means it. ]
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Thank you. Sorry, this was kind of silly, wasn't it? [not really. she's still young and there are insecurities and weaknesses she buries so far down under the weight of handling everyone else that when she tries to address them she feels at odds about them even if they are normal insecurities to have.] Kinda ruined the mood.
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he shakes his head anyway ]
I want to know those things too. The stuff that worries you.
[ king of romance redemption is that his follow up thought to that is I want to be there for you. ]
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I'm trying. [she says that much, and it's maybe the only admission that she has a harder time, sometimes, voicing her fears to him. but she wants to, and hearing that thought gets a smile from her.] It helps that you're good at listening.
[not always great at actually talking or offering solutions, but there have been a lot of times in recent history cloud has just listened to aerith talk about less than fun things and has quietly supported her. it's more than she's had before and it's something that keeps her happy.]
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You're not hard to listen to. [ there's people or times where he admittedly gets overwhelmed with too much talking (chadley), but listening to aerith has never felt like that, even when she was being a bit of a whirlwind. and this is also his way of being a little apologetic that he knows he's not... great... at the talking part. ]
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Sweet of you to say. [she says it in a tone that says she's not sure she buys it but she'll let it slide. and speaking of slide, one hand slides up to cup his cheek again so she can kiss him slowly and briefly.]
...let's stay here a while. [longer picnic.]
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Sure. Long as you want. [ they have not taken a single bite of food and they still won't because he is kissing her again thank you ]
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