Lilium Derived from Latin lilia, which may have come from a corrupted pronunciation of a word from an extinct Eastern Mediterranean language Humility, devotion, restored innocence after death
"Lovers used to give these when they were reunited."
[emotion-sharing is great because it's not like cloud would ever say any of this. she's not sure if he's confused because he doesn't have an answer, or because he doesn't know if she'll like his answer, so she decides to be helpful while thumbing over the head.]
Guess it depends if you wanna see my face and if you wanna be above or beneath me. To start simple. [she's. she's not going to throw anything too crazy at him she really is not anticipating this to last that long but she still wants it.]
[she smiles to that because it's a sweet sentiment and also it's funny that he's offended by this.]
Okay. Then...let's start with you over me so you can control things a little better, hm? [because she's fairly sure if she rides him he's going to lose his mind way too soon before he can even decide if he likes it. with that said, she gives him a quick kiss, fingers running through his hair before she pulls away and shuffles backwards. it's silly, maybe, to telegraph all of this to him but it's new and it means cloud should maybe have an idea of what he's getting into.
so, she's moving, settling a little further away on the bed before laying on her back and propping herself up on her elbows to look at him. give her a second to adjust her legs, letting them open for whenever he feels like getting up and figuring that part out.]
[ let's be honest his chances of liking riding are kinda 50/50? you ever have a bottom with issues who cant stand feeling trapped
luckily he is not thinking of that right now, because he is watching aerith get herself into position and um wow he is staring like a dumb idiot for maybe a bit too long, especially with her open legs. ]
... Right. [ an INCREDIBLY belated response, sorry, just. wow girl hot moment. he tries to steady himself as he moves over her, stroking a hand up her thigh and higher again, teasing at her folds. he is edging both of them now. ] Right.
[ repeated and determined, like he's psyching himself up, but it's not about the sex part it's about trying to assure himself he is not going to barely go in and come immediately despite how fuckin aroused he is right now. ]
[she does not fully know his issues, but she did say so he can control things because cloud's very...himself. so she's here and still watching him, tilting her head when he says "right" the first time, and then grinning slightly with the second "right" even as her leg trembles under his hand for the moment. there's a slight intake of breath when his fingers brush against her because hey. hey? no teasing.
...she has no idea what he's psyching himself up for, but it's kind of cute.]
[ cloud doesn't even fully know his issues himself it's fine. when she says right back he throws her a Look, but he understands why it would be funny. which is why he just leans in for a light punishment kiss while he lines himself up.
im ngl they have both (mostly him) been edged enough he kind of just. does not have a preamble there! once he's lined up he just goes for it. he's still going slow but. hello ]
[still funny! she's still smiling into that kiss because she can't help it, but she moves, elbows dropping and an arm coming up to snake over cloud's back to draw him closer. they truly have been edged enough (mostly him) that she's not surprised nor objecting that he doesn't linger around.
it's slow, but it's there and purposeful and there's a soft gasp when she feels him start to slip in, knee dropping to the side to adjust and give him more space as her fingers dig into his shoulder for leverage. she kind of wants to kiss him, or pull him closer, or tell him he doesn't have to be so careful, but she's pretty sure all of those would break his concentration and he needs to go at his own pace. so, slow it is, even while there's a little whine the further he presses in. unsurprising, maybe, it's easier for him to do so given she's still wet and open a little from the earlier use of his fingers, but she can already feel the way her body's responding, tightening and gripping around him to help him settle in further.]
[ he focuses on the arm around him at first instead, the way her fingers dig into his skin, because everything else is... a lot.
she's warm and soft and wet around him, her body tightening as he goes, and actually cloud thinks maybe he is going to die from this. it'll be a good death. she whines a little and he's the one moving in closer to kiss her at it, groaning out her name into her mouth as he pushes in all the way, holding himself up with one arm cup her face through the kiss. ]
I'm--you good? [ it's panted out, because he really really really wants to move but probably that is rude to just go for it? maybe? ]
[okay, well, the combination of the kissing and the sound of her name from him like that and actually getting all the way into her means she's kissing back and also biting at his mouth in response. she's under him, hips tilting up just slightly to adjust the angle even if it means there's a light moans following because okay. okay? here's the thing. obviously she's done this before and knows what she's doing and what she likes, but it's still been years, probably, so it's an adjusting to her, too. it means cloud can likely feel every single movement around him, and she lets out a breath she wasn't aware she was holding before the hand around his shoulder comes up to comb her fingers through the back of his hair.]
Mm...yeah. [and she looks it, given the extremely pleased look on her face, but she tilts her head up to kiss him again.] S'okay...go ahead. [like. please? please move.]
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Guess it depends if you wanna see my face and if you wanna be above or beneath me. To start simple. [she's. she's not going to throw anything too crazy at him she really is not anticipating this to last that long but she still wants it.]
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Of course I want to see your face.
[ OFFENDED IT'S EVEN AN OPTION TO NOT he is accidentally romantic in the funniest ways ]
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Okay. Then...let's start with you over me so you can control things a little better, hm? [because she's fairly sure if she rides him he's going to lose his mind way too soon before he can even decide if he likes it. with that said, she gives him a quick kiss, fingers running through his hair before she pulls away and shuffles backwards. it's silly, maybe, to telegraph all of this to him but it's new and it means cloud should maybe have an idea of what he's getting into.
so, she's moving, settling a little further away on the bed before laying on her back and propping herself up on her elbows to look at him. give her a second to adjust her legs, letting them open for whenever he feels like getting up and figuring that part out.]
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luckily he is not thinking of that right now, because he is watching aerith get herself into position and um wow he is staring like a dumb idiot for maybe a bit too long, especially with her open legs. ]
... Right. [ an INCREDIBLY belated response, sorry, just. wow girl hot moment. he tries to steady himself as he moves over her, stroking a hand up her thigh and higher again, teasing at her folds. he is edging both of them now. ] Right.
[ repeated and determined, like he's psyching himself up, but it's not about the sex part it's about trying to assure himself he is not going to barely go in and come immediately despite how fuckin aroused he is right now. ]
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...she has no idea what he's psyching himself up for, but it's kind of cute.]
Right.
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im ngl they have both (mostly him) been edged enough he kind of just. does not have a preamble there! once he's lined up he just goes for it. he's still going slow but. hello ]
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it's slow, but it's there and purposeful and there's a soft gasp when she feels him start to slip in, knee dropping to the side to adjust and give him more space as her fingers dig into his shoulder for leverage. she kind of wants to kiss him, or pull him closer, or tell him he doesn't have to be so careful, but she's pretty sure all of those would break his concentration and he needs to go at his own pace. so, slow it is, even while there's a little whine the further he presses in. unsurprising, maybe, it's easier for him to do so given she's still wet and open a little from the earlier use of his fingers, but she can already feel the way her body's responding, tightening and gripping around him to help him settle in further.]
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she's warm and soft and wet around him, her body tightening as he goes, and actually cloud thinks maybe he is going to die from this. it'll be a good death. she whines a little and he's the one moving in closer to kiss her at it, groaning out her name into her mouth as he pushes in all the way, holding himself up with one arm cup her face through the kiss. ]
I'm--you good? [ it's panted out, because he really really really wants to move but probably that is rude to just go for it? maybe? ]
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Mm...yeah. [and she looks it, given the extremely pleased look on her face, but she tilts her head up to kiss him again.] S'okay...go ahead. [like. please? please move.]