Lilium Derived from Latin lilia, which may have come from a corrupted pronunciation of a word from an extinct Eastern Mediterranean language Humility, devotion, restored innocence after death
"Lovers used to give these when they were reunited."
[aerith is, in fact, a lot. she's a lot? and she's aware of it, but it's fairly shameless the way she responds to that "i've got you" with a wanton gasp. she stops scratching, but her fingers are dug deep into his shoulder as if solely to stabilize herself (and it probably is, to a point, seeing how she's curled in on herself) and she is quickly realizing her mistake at teaching cloud how to do this. of course he's a natural, because that's cloud, isn't it? you give him a little bit of encouragement and he gets swept up into it, confidence taking over and showcasing everything he can really do.
and right now, what he can really do is make her unravel pretty quickly. she's trying for another few kisses, her own hand still jerking him but far too distracted by now because that is her boyfriend's pretty face staring right into hers and saying such garbage, like she'd ever not want him.
"no matter what happens, you can't fall in love with me", she'd once said. back when she knew better. back when she knew it could only hurt them. but there's a little hope now, that things can change. maybe she'll be able to return and maybe they can fix things, maybe all that matters is how much she does love him and wants to be with him. love could be enough to save everything.
and it's why she lets him, her own eyes mostly shut and desperate whines building in her throat as his fingers move and twist over and inside her, bordering on tooclosetooclosetooclose and moremoremore for just long enough she's at that peak where she's completely breathless. it's sliding down and clamping tight over his fingers, body pitching forward and a loud, unabashed moan as she finally lets go, mouth open and eyes squeezed shut and the pulsing throb of her insides over cloud's fingers and making a mess over his hand. it's another series of little whimpers, legs trembling and arm twitching and a firm grip on cloud himself, back at the base and sliding to let go and run fingers up and over and higher to tease over his balls instead because leave it to aerith to still be able to move even while orgasming, i guess.
eventually, he'll feel her stop pulsating over his hand and he can pull his fingers out if he wants, and her head drops onto his shoulder while she's trying to catch her breath. the only emotion here seems to be satisfaction though.]
[ i could describe in detail how smug he is about it when she comes but honestly the feeling is truly just >:3 nyehehehehe intersped with a lot of want of his own? turned on by his gf being turned on and coming because of him, like some kind of romantic loser. (aerith is currently thinking about how love saves all.)
he works her through her orgasm, murmuring little things that could sound like praise if aerith was in any position to recognize it, and he is so taken in and focused on her and her reaction that he does not at all expect her hand to move while she's coming, That Is Cheating, and the noise that comes out of him is a little guttural before he leans down and bites at her neck to muffle it and try to stave off his orgasm. the only reason his virgin ass doesn't lose it and come right there just from that is because i rolled for it and somehow got a seventeen, what the fuck.
he's let go by the time she seems to have settled down over his hand, and while he doesn't keep teasing her clit or rubbing his palm over her he does do a few more slow, teasing strokes before he removes his hand from under her dress, which is. going to need some dry cleaning now. his other hand is rubbing over her side in soft pets as she breathes over his shoulder in satisfaction.
cloud himself is thrumming with energy, both from being way too close to coming himself and from the doubled satisfaction of aerith post-orgasm and his own self-satisfaction of having done that to her, and he's panting and smug as he looks at his very much wet hand. ]
... Think I got the hang of it. [ he cannot stop the bragging tease when he says this. also cloud might not have really watched porn (because he shared a small space with his mom and then the army and then [static noise]) but he knows enough of it that he looks at his wet hand and he's like. well. the other thing they talked about how he could practice involves his mouth soooo.
anyway aerith is going to look up to him tentatively licking her juices off his hand with the feeling of just being very curious ]
[she parses, like, maybe half of his murmurs but it's enough that the emotions flicker from satisfied over to self-satisfied. the sound he makes when she moves her hand is enough that she tightens around him again, wanting and still with that low-burning desire coursing through her. granted, the bite makes her gasp out loud and her hand does stop entirely, but her fingers gently teas over his thigh and wander to give him a bit of a reprieve.
she seems content with the way his fingers still brush over her, and there's a little sigh as he pulls them out and she turns to rest her check on his shoulder. she's still shivering under his touch, just on the side of overstimulated but still very much ready to keep going.
calm down, aerith.]
I'll say. [a little teasing, but also awed because it's not like she has anything to complain about given she's still trying to catch her breath. she's keeping her eyes closed and cozying up to him for a moment, fingers brushing his leg in soft pets, but when she opens one it's just in time to see him licking his fingers.
...huh. she does not want to think about the way this fascinates her.]
...well? [tiny bit amused, but she can feel that curiosity, cloud.]
her moving off his dick to his leg is honestly a real relief because it means he can feel a lot less winded up. like, is he a little edged by this? yes. it does not matter because he did not want to come just from two seconds of stroking from aerith
she is a little bit amused as cloud licks his fingers and he feels a little ridiculous but he also catches the way it fascinates her so he smirks a little ]
Not bad. Could get used to it.
[ teasing a bit. he was good at fingering so now hes like hehe taunting her into implying he could use his mouth like he wouldn't get so flustered actually seeing her fully naked still maybe don't be THAT smug mr strife ]
[honestly cloud deserves to be edged at this point, so while she doesn't stop entirely the touching is still light and careful just to keep him turned on.
but hm...]
Uh huh. We'll see about that. [she's aware you're a bottom, strife.] Well, in case you do get tired of the taste...[she's moving to lean, reaching for the little window sill by the window and dipping her hand into a small shelf. she's not really looking because she can't from her place in his lap, but she is pulling out an item!
it is a small box of condoms. she's looking at this like "hm, not you yet." and sets them aside before she pulls out a small box of scaresco tissues to set next to them. see? prepared.]
[ being a bottom doesn't mean he can't eat her out, wow. also listen he is not going to stop being turned on for a while.
speaking of bottoming though he sees the box of condoms be set aside and his face goes pink with his eyes wide, somehow shocked his gf was prepared. incredible. he will take the tissues though with ever-so-slightly shaking hands because while he really doesn't mind the taste this isn't. uh. cleaning anything at all his hand would just be gross and full of spit so. now it is wiped dry.
and he is realizing they are both still incredibly dressed (in dresses) and he is still wearing make up. he mostly realizes that seeing all the lipgloss marks over aerith's neck and he looks away feeling embarrassed. hm. it's a good thing he's not the kind to talk about sexual encounters (PRIVATE ONLY) because this is not one he thinks he would want to share. ]
[yeah she's kind of aware they're both still in dresses and her hair's probably a mess and there's lip gloss all over her neck, and yet she watches cloud's face flush when he notices the condoms and takes a tissue for himself.
the free hand moves from his back to trace over his jaw and tip his chin up for a quick peck.]
That's good, because I'm not done with you yet. [:)? she's brushing her fingers over his cheek and jaw, acutely aware that the insides of her thighs are sticky and she's still in a very cute dress and he's still incredibly hard.] But we don't have to rush this next part if you're not sure.
[ SORRY IS HE SUPPOSED TO MAKE A DECISION HERE? he looks at her with wide eyes, blushing, lips parted slightly as he lets out a little hesitant um, licking them while he blinks.
she can't just casually say tasting you sounds fun, for the record, but also his eyes flit to the box when hers do and he gets pinker.
the emotion is just flustered want. generic. nothing comes out his useless mouth. ]
[ shakes his head silently first, trying to find words again ]
That's not... It's not either of those things. [ like, is he a little worried he's going to experience a horror story where she puts the condom on and he just immediately comes without even touching her? yes. real fears. is he also just so turned on his brain isn't wheeling. yeah that's the main issue. ] It's...
[ he is still a little tongue tied with want here because he kind of. likes. all options. the last one kind of maybe the most but that is the devil (his wiener) talking he should maybe not trust it (the devil says do it) ]
[perhaps your wiener will verbalize it better, cloud. in all seriousness, she's sort of watching him struggle and she shouldn't find it funny but...it's a little funny. it's cute to see him try to figure it out, and she smiles a little while she stretches again to grab the box. i did just realize that now that his hand's not there he can probably feel some of her juices on his leg from where she's still straddling him. that's fine.
anyway she's just opening the box to shake a condom out, waving it in front of his face.]
Maybe we should take it down a few notches before trying this, hm? [she says this, and she's fully removing her hand away, fingers dragging lightly over his thighs and out from under his dress.
but it's partially to bunch up the skirt to try and get it out of the way.]
[ yeah feeling her wet on his leg is actually not helping his brain work better. he watches her wave the condom in front of him and feels at least a little back to normal, which is to say, unamused, at her teasing ]
... I didn't say no. [ it's grumbled a little, and then she's removing her hand but he doesn't get to be disappointed for very long before she's trying to bunch his skirt out of the way and it's his turn to be a little amused ] Pretty sure taking it off would be easier.
[ he makes no move to do that because he's reached a point of zen where yea it's embarrassing but also it's kind of really funny how into him in a dress aerith is ]
[hehe? she just smiles and kisses him again because she knows she's being rude at this point. but then she is focused...]
I guess it would. Are you...I mean... [as appealing as it is to fuck cloud in a dress, she is thinking that for his first time (absolute virgin) it might just complicate things a little for him.] It'd have to be the whole thing.
[she says this but she is very clearly thinking over options.]
[ kisses do not fully placate him but he does feel less [nyeh] at her hehes now.
also: wild questions to be asked while he's hard he thinks. but he tilts his head a little and stares at aerith ]
I told you. I'm up for whatever you want.
[ true beauty is an expression of the heart to which notions of gender dont apply or whatever the hell andrea told him. he thinks this is an expression of the heart. mostly. also of the horny, but close enough. ]
Maybe I'm still deciding what I want. I don't wanna ruin the dresses, but you've already got easy access this way. But the corset might limit your movements which would be a real problem...and mine isn't as short as yours in the front.
[she's out here figuring out the logistics of this while still slowly grinding over him because the refractory period is so much shorter on women, frankly, and also because she likes it? mostly because she likes it.]
[he's valid. but she can at least note that he's not really listening and she tilts her head with a little hum.]
It's really pretty...but it's a little too big. [hers has a lot of skirt to contend with, free hand moving to swish it a bit. she's also testing to see if she can just bundle it up, which means cloud probably gets the briiiiefest sneak peek under her dress before the fabric becomes too cumbersome and hard to hold in her hands.] It's probably gonna be easier if it's off.
[ head tilt as he looks under her dress when she pulls it up and when she's got it back down he's looking a little red again and the emotion is kind of a sulky want. teased...
wait they are talking he can do this ]
You good with that? [ taking it off. yea sure he can do that. he can do aerith taking it off. he has forgotten his own clothes are part of the convo he's now like oh?? yes??? yea??? he's too turned on for this ]
[teased...they really did toss her underwear somewhere so there's nothing him and her dress after that. looking at the dress, too, it's not like she's wearing a bra? the minute she takes this thing off cloud's going to be in for a show, and aerith seems to realize that.]
Mmhm...I think the question is if you're good with that. [mostly because she is fairly certain cloud has never seen a naked woman before.]
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and right now, what he can really do is make her unravel pretty quickly. she's trying for another few kisses, her own hand still jerking him but far too distracted by now because that is her boyfriend's pretty face staring right into hers and saying such garbage, like she'd ever not want him.
"no matter what happens, you can't fall in love with me", she'd once said. back when she knew better. back when she knew it could only hurt them. but there's a little hope now, that things can change. maybe she'll be able to return and maybe they can fix things, maybe all that matters is how much she does love him and wants to be with him. love could be enough to save everything.
and it's why she lets him, her own eyes mostly shut and desperate whines building in her throat as his fingers move and twist over and inside her, bordering on tooclosetooclosetooclose and moremoremore for just long enough she's at that peak where she's completely breathless. it's sliding down and clamping tight over his fingers, body pitching forward and a loud, unabashed moan as she finally lets go, mouth open and eyes squeezed shut and the pulsing throb of her insides over cloud's fingers and making a mess over his hand. it's another series of little whimpers, legs trembling and arm twitching and a firm grip on cloud himself, back at the base and sliding to let go and run fingers up and over and higher to tease over his balls instead because leave it to aerith to still be able to move even while orgasming, i guess.
eventually, he'll feel her stop pulsating over his hand and he can pull his fingers out if he wants, and her head drops onto his shoulder while she's trying to catch her breath. the only emotion here seems to be satisfaction though.]
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he works her through her orgasm, murmuring little things that could sound like praise if aerith was in any position to recognize it, and he is so taken in and focused on her and her reaction that he does not at all expect her hand to move while she's coming, That Is Cheating, and the noise that comes out of him is a little guttural before he leans down and bites at her neck to muffle it and try to stave off his orgasm. the only reason his virgin ass doesn't lose it and come right there just from that is because i rolled for it and somehow got a seventeen, what the fuck.
he's let go by the time she seems to have settled down over his hand, and while he doesn't keep teasing her clit or rubbing his palm over her he does do a few more slow, teasing strokes before he removes his hand from under her dress, which is. going to need some dry cleaning now. his other hand is rubbing over her side in soft pets as she breathes over his shoulder in satisfaction.
cloud himself is thrumming with energy, both from being way too close to coming himself and from the doubled satisfaction of aerith post-orgasm and his own self-satisfaction of having done that to her, and he's panting and smug as he looks at his very much wet hand. ]
... Think I got the hang of it. [ he cannot stop the bragging tease when he says this. also cloud might not have really watched porn (because he shared a small space with his mom and then the army and then [static noise]) but he knows enough of it that he looks at his wet hand and he's like. well. the other thing they talked about how he could practice involves his mouth soooo.
anyway aerith is going to look up to him tentatively licking her juices off his hand with the feeling of just being very curious ]
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she seems content with the way his fingers still brush over her, and there's a little sigh as he pulls them out and she turns to rest her check on his shoulder. she's still shivering under his touch, just on the side of overstimulated but still very much ready to keep going.
calm down, aerith.]
I'll say. [a little teasing, but also awed because it's not like she has anything to complain about given she's still trying to catch her breath. she's keeping her eyes closed and cozying up to him for a moment, fingers brushing his leg in soft pets, but when she opens one it's just in time to see him licking his fingers.
...huh. she does not want to think about the way this fascinates her.]
...well? [tiny bit amused, but she can feel that curiosity, cloud.]
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her moving off his dick to his leg is honestly a real relief because it means he can feel a lot less winded up. like, is he a little edged by this? yes. it does not matter because he did not want to come just from two seconds of stroking from aerith
she is a little bit amused as cloud licks his fingers and he feels a little ridiculous but he also catches the way it fascinates her so he smirks a little ]
Not bad. Could get used to it.
[ teasing a bit. he was good at fingering so now hes like hehe taunting her into implying he could use his mouth like he wouldn't get so flustered actually seeing her fully naked still maybe don't be THAT smug mr strife ]
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but hm...]
Uh huh. We'll see about that. [she's aware you're a bottom, strife.] Well, in case you do get tired of the taste...[she's moving to lean, reaching for the little window sill by the window and dipping her hand into a small shelf. she's not really looking because she can't from her place in his lap, but she is pulling out an item!
it is a small box of condoms. she's looking at this like "hm, not you yet." and sets them aside before she pulls out a small box of scaresco tissues to set next to them. see? prepared.]
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speaking of bottoming though he sees the box of condoms be set aside and his face goes pink with his eyes wide, somehow shocked his gf was prepared. incredible. he will take the tissues though with ever-so-slightly shaking hands because while he really doesn't mind the taste this isn't. uh. cleaning anything at all his hand would just be gross and full of spit so. now it is wiped dry.
and he is realizing they are both still incredibly dressed (in dresses) and he is still wearing make up. he mostly realizes that seeing all the lipgloss marks over aerith's neck and he looks away feeling embarrassed. hm. it's a good thing he's not the kind to talk about sexual encounters (PRIVATE ONLY) because this is not one he thinks he would want to share. ]
... Thanks.
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the free hand moves from his back to trace over his jaw and tip his chin up for a quick peck.]
Don't tell me you're getting shy on me now.
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I'm not. [ he said, clearly feeling a little shy now that he has finished the part where he is good at (fingering apparently) ]
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also sort of leaning against the fingers on his face despite the blush, but he shakes his head ]
I'm not unsure. [ he does not sound unsure either. he's allowed to be embarrassed that doesn't mean he doesn't want more!!! he can handle it!!!! ]
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Then...I can use my hand to make us even? Or...tasting you sounds kinda fun. Or even...[a glance at the box and then a glance back at him.
unfortunately they're both still too turned on to make good decisions.]
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she can't just casually say tasting you sounds fun, for the record, but also his eyes flit to the box when hers do and he gets pinker.
the emotion is just flustered want. generic. nothing comes out his useless mouth. ]
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...too much and too fast again? [okay well now she's a little embarrassed. maybe she's pressuring him too much by even offering everything?]
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That's not... It's not either of those things. [ like, is he a little worried he's going to experience a horror story where she puts the condom on and he just immediately comes without even touching her? yes. real fears. is he also just so turned on his brain isn't wheeling. yeah that's the main issue. ] It's...
[ he is still a little tongue tied with want here because he kind of. likes. all options. the last one kind of maybe the most but that is the devil (his wiener) talking he should maybe not trust it (the devil says do it) ]
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anyway she's just opening the box to shake a condom out, waving it in front of his face.]
Maybe we should take it down a few notches before trying this, hm? [she says this, and she's fully removing her hand away, fingers dragging lightly over his thighs and out from under his dress.
but it's partially to bunch up the skirt to try and get it out of the way.]
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... I didn't say no. [ it's grumbled a little, and then she's removing her hand but he doesn't get to be disappointed for very long before she's trying to bunch his skirt out of the way and it's his turn to be a little amused ] Pretty sure taking it off would be easier.
[ he makes no move to do that because he's reached a point of zen where yea it's embarrassing but also it's kind of really funny how into him in a dress aerith is ]
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I guess it would. Are you...I mean... [as appealing as it is to fuck cloud in a dress, she is thinking that for his first time (absolute virgin) it might just complicate things a little for him.] It'd have to be the whole thing.
[she says this but she is very clearly thinking over options.]
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also: wild questions to be asked while he's hard he thinks. but he tilts his head a little and stares at aerith ]
I told you. I'm up for whatever you want.
[ true beauty is an expression of the heart to which notions of gender dont apply or whatever the hell andrea told him. he thinks this is an expression of the heart. mostly. also of the horny, but close enough. ]
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[she's out here figuring out the logistics of this while still slowly grinding over him because the refractory period is so much shorter on women, frankly, and also because she likes it? mostly because she likes it.]
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Uh... yeah. [ yes. clothes. what were they saying ]
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It's really pretty...but it's a little too big. [hers has a lot of skirt to contend with, free hand moving to swish it a bit. she's also testing to see if she can just bundle it up, which means cloud probably gets the briiiiefest sneak peek under her dress before the fabric becomes too cumbersome and hard to hold in her hands.] It's probably gonna be easier if it's off.
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wait they are talking he can do this ]
You good with that? [ taking it off. yea sure he can do that. he can do aerith taking it off. he has forgotten his own clothes are part of the convo he's now like oh?? yes??? yea??? he's too turned on for this ]
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Mmhm...I think the question is if you're good with that. [mostly because she is fairly certain cloud has never seen a naked woman before.]
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Why wouldn't I be okay with that? [ HE MIGHT BE SHY AND A VIRGIN BUT COME ON ]
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You got flustered just because I showed you a box of condoms.
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