Digitalis Old English folklore said that foxes wore the flowers on their paws to silence movement and stealthily stalk prey. Healing, pain, insincerity, insecurity
[i wish i could say this is unusual but no she has someone whose head is also full of static and worms so she's just...taking a moment to decide what thread to try and pull. what she should say to try and reach him when he's seemingly lost in nothing.]
...this is what you meant before, isn't it. About everything having a cost.
[ You can give me whatever you feel like idm spoilers literally I have seen so much FF7R and yet somehow manage to understand nothing about what the game is about but I have osmosis'd certain things about it anyway since FF7 has a lot of classic SQEX staples like Ancients and stuff anyway. ]
Offering things for a deal only works if the deal is actually on the table...
[ And sometimes, maybe you knew that deep inside, but you went so mad with grief that you had to try. Anything. ]
[ The... very recent past. I think she already got that lore but she'll be able to get a loose timeframe that the last part happened like, maybe a week or two before he ended up in Scawwy. ]
...it's in the past. And what's in the past may be set, but the future can be changed. That's something to remember.
[she does, in fact, know it's the very recent past. daan has told her as much, and it still breaks her heart a little to think that he really has just run the gauntlet of awful shit. but before she can express further sympathies, something occurs until 3:28:28, minus whatever's going on with zack in the middle, she doesn't know that.]
[ I love that I keep having to say this about the FF7Rs and the DGMs but like. Daan's world is occasionally a little weird and everything that happened in Prehevil was buck-wild, but nothing about it was strictly high fantasy. So, this asshole just descending from the sky with a seven-foot sword and going destiny comes is crazy.
Aerith, stopping Cloud from walking into a weird maelstrom of darkness, and ominously going This is the point of no return. Destiny's crossroads. Freedom. is also crazy. But he won't say that to her out loud. ]
...
A lot of what I'm dealing with is pretty personal, but...
Looks like you've got way more resting on your shoulders.
[okay but to be fair this is also extremely crazy for them too. sephiroth is not the norm. none of this is what they expected here. so she would agree! very crazy, do not recommend.
but she takes a breath and squares her shoulders, standing up a little straighter with her hands behind her back.]
...that's our main goal right now. Stopping him. It's why we left Midgar and why we're chasing him down before he can really hurt the planet.
If it helps, we're not entirely sure we understand all of it either. But from what we do understand, currently, he's going to use a materia orb to wound the planet so badly that when it tries to heal itself he'll be able to seize control of it and create a forever.
[normal things! but she nods slowly.]
...I've always been able to. Ever since I was little. I could hear the planet and touch her. And sometimes...I could hear the people who were lost. Deliver messages. We have to do our best to listen to them, or we'll lose something important.
[ Such a big yike, dude. He's glad there's nobody that insane in his world. (The first game had a guy create a half-god spawn with a New God in an attempt to nurture a new god born of mortal roots for humanity, and also turned into a level of New God himself by implication because both he and the God of Fear and Hunger exist in the sequel. However this is history and legend for Daan that he doesn't really know that much about so you know, fuck it.) ]
What do they call those kinds of people... seeresses? Oracles?
Usually I'd consider being able to hear intangible voices a curse... but what do you think?
[the fuck is going on with his canon i'm so alarmed. he really is just a guy.]
I'm a Cetra. The...only one left, actually. [just to make everything worse.] I think my blood's been both a blessing and a curse, but it's just who I am. I was never going to be normal no matter how hard I tried to ignore everything I could hear. So eventually I just started to try to embrace it. Sometimes she doesn't always speak to me, but other times it's easier to be able to sense all of the pain and anger in a place or feel a connection.
[ The first game leaned a lot more significantly into the medieval gods and bloodshed sort of aspect. It's just a lot worse in the grimdark department in general. That should tell you the bar we're working with. ]
but since she can't read the meta, she can only hear what he says. and what he says hits right on the mark, her hands coming up to clasp in front of her almost subconsciously.]
It was. [is? both, really.] Even now, sometimes, there are things people talk about that I know I was never going to be able to have, or never thought I could. But it's okay. After meeting everyone else...knowing them, and growing to love them...it felt worth it. Everything that's happened up until now.
[this man is so sad, and so many horrible things have happened to him in such quick succession that she thinks it isn't her place to continue. but she does anyway because...maybe that would help, too.]
Meeting people here and learning more about them means I'm finding new things I know I'll never be able to quite relate to. But...I want to try to understand it all. I want to help everyone I can, however I can. Even if it just means acknowledging those things everyone's gone through.
[ 'It felt worth it'. It's a nice sentiment and he's glad Aerith is able to say something like that. ]
You've found a place to be despite it, Ms. Gainsborough. It's a good thing. And with your numbers, I'm certain you'll find a solution to your predicament.
I hope so. [will THE POWER OF FRIENDSHIP be enough to beat sephiroth? stay tuned.] ...we fought against him right before we got here. Sephiroth, that is. He fled before we could stop him, but he knows it isn't over between us. It's why I have to make sure Cloud and Yuffie get back.
[for some reason, she doesn't address the first part of what he says, but in a way that seems as though perhaps she's agreeing without saying so. but maybe it's just...easier to bypass and focus on the second half.]
I wouldn't say it's entirely limited, Daan. [she tilts her head in thought.] You help in different ways beyond what you can physically do for us. Even if I don't think you've noticed.
I mean in terms for the long-run. Granted, even then I don't do the kinds of things some of you all can do, but at least it might be a little bit more.
[ He doesn't like calling on Her and other forces too often, but hell, he had to do it a few times in the city. Why not another, if it means more people could get to go home alive... but that's all hypotheticals. ]
You never know...maybe there are new things you'll learn in the long-run. Or old skills applied in new ways? [she thinks on this for a moment.] Being the way you are isn't a bad thing.
[she thinks that it's a matter of choice, and she thinks daan would make a choice when needed. she doesn't doubt that. even if it's hard on him in the end.]
[ He opens his mouth just slightly as if he were going to respond, but nothing comes out. There's just a quietness that he looks at her with before he closes his mouth and drops his gaze, closing his eye. ]
[she lets him say his piece. and...she's both unsurprised and a little saddened to hear it, even if she understands why he'd say it. aerith is the kind of person who does try to see the good in people, or at least tries to write things off as "not so bad" save for a few specific individuals. even here, she's made peace (mostly) with the things have happened, because all of the killers have been afflicted and it's not their fault.
it's not in her nature to think most people can't be good to some degree.]
I know. [she says, because she's also not naive. some people are destined to be villains, or puppets playing right into someone else's hands. and yet...] Asa thinks I'm a little delusional for not waiting for something to go wrong, or for people to reveal they were never good all along. But maybe I just think most people have some capacity to be good and matter to people. There will always be people you can't reach no matter what, and people who are so driven on their path they don't care about the destruction they leave behind. But for everyone else...I try to believe anyway. Maybe it really is delusional.
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...this is what you meant before, isn't it. About everything having a cost.
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Part of it, yeah. Didn't get anything out of it, being the only problem, but. I wouldn't say it's unrelated to the whole concept.
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...even with everything you gave?
[that is actually less fair. also lowe lmk what you want as a mem in exchange in terms of tone/if spoilers are ok etc.]
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Offering things for a deal only works if the deal is actually on the table...
[ And sometimes, maybe you knew that deep inside, but you went so mad with grief that you had to try. Anything. ]
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But you won't know if a deal is on the table if you don't try. [it's a catch-22, she thinks.] And an offer might make a deal more plausible.
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...
Anyway, what's done is done. It's in the past.
[ The... very recent past. I think she already got that lore but she'll be able to get a loose timeframe that the last part happened like, maybe a week or two before he ended up in Scawwy. ]
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[she does, in fact, know it's the very recent past. daan has told her as much, and it still breaks her heart a little to think that he really has just run the gauntlet of awful shit. but before she can express further sympathies, something occurs until 3:28:28, minus whatever's going on with zack in the middle, she doesn't know that.]
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Aerith, stopping Cloud from walking into a weird maelstrom of darkness, and ominously going This is the point of no return. Destiny's crossroads. Freedom. is also crazy. But he won't say that to her out loud. ]
...
A lot of what I'm dealing with is pretty personal, but...
Looks like you've got way more resting on your shoulders.
[ I almost wrote soldiers. ]
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but she takes a breath and squares her shoulders, standing up a little straighter with her hands behind her back.]
...that's our main goal right now. Stopping him. It's why we left Midgar and why we're chasing him down before he can really hurt the planet.
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But it's nice of you to listen to those voices and speak up for them when nobody else can hear them.
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[normal things! but she nods slowly.]
...I've always been able to. Ever since I was little. I could hear the planet and touch her. And sometimes...I could hear the people who were lost. Deliver messages. We have to do our best to listen to them, or we'll lose something important.
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What do they call those kinds of people... seeresses? Oracles?
Usually I'd consider being able to hear intangible voices a curse... but what do you think?
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I'm a Cetra. The...only one left, actually. [just to make everything worse.] I think my blood's been both a blessing and a curse, but it's just who I am. I was never going to be normal no matter how hard I tried to ignore everything I could hear. So eventually I just started to try to embrace it. Sometimes she doesn't always speak to me, but other times it's easier to be able to sense all of the pain and anger in a place or feel a connection.
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I see.
It must be lonely.
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but since she can't read the meta, she can only hear what he says. and what he says hits right on the mark, her hands coming up to clasp in front of her almost subconsciously.]
It was. [is? both, really.] Even now, sometimes, there are things people talk about that I know I was never going to be able to have, or never thought I could. But it's okay. After meeting everyone else...knowing them, and growing to love them...it felt worth it. Everything that's happened up until now.
[this man is so sad, and so many horrible things have happened to him in such quick succession that she thinks it isn't her place to continue. but she does anyway because...maybe that would help, too.]
Meeting people here and learning more about them means I'm finding new things I know I'll never be able to quite relate to. But...I want to try to understand it all. I want to help everyone I can, however I can. Even if it just means acknowledging those things everyone's gone through.
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You've found a place to be despite it, Ms. Gainsborough. It's a good thing. And with your numbers, I'm certain you'll find a solution to your predicament.
[ Your POWER OF FRIENDSHIP group feat. Yuffie. ]
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That makes sense. I hope you can return as well.
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Obviously, what I can do is pretty limited in this place, but... however way I can help.
[ At least maybe you guys won't die of like. An untreated wound. ]
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I wouldn't say it's entirely limited, Daan. [she tilts her head in thought.] You help in different ways beyond what you can physically do for us. Even if I don't think you've noticed.
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[ He doesn't like calling on Her and other forces too often, but hell, he had to do it a few times in the city. Why not another, if it means more people could get to go home alive... but that's all hypotheticals. ]
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[she thinks that it's a matter of choice, and she thinks daan would make a choice when needed. she doesn't doubt that. even if it's hard on him in the end.]
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Mm.
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...it's okay if you disagree, you know. I won't be offended by that.
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[ He looks at her and there's something about it in his eye -- something present behind it, and yet the look is a bit distant. ]
Oh, it's not so much an outright disagreement love. Just that some people aren't destined to be very good people, or maybe they're nobody at all.
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it's not in her nature to think most people can't be good to some degree.]
I know. [she says, because she's also not naive. some people are destined to be villains, or puppets playing right into someone else's hands. and yet...] Asa thinks I'm a little delusional for not waiting for something to go wrong, or for people to reveal they were never good all along. But maybe I just think most people have some capacity to be good and matter to people. There will always be people you can't reach no matter what, and people who are so driven on their path they don't care about the destruction they leave behind. But for everyone else...I try to believe anyway. Maybe it really is delusional.
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