Anemone From the Greek anemōnē, "daughter of thew ind." The Anemoi were four wind gods in Greek mythology. Protection against evil or ill wishes. Red: Death or forsaken love
It's not a big deal. Most people go their whole lives without ever knowing it's even happening.
[No she's right DGM-world sucks. But unfortunately he and Lavi aren't the sorts to go world-hopping somewhere else, so... it's what they've got. Kanda doesn't know anything different anyway.]
Because people like Exorcists are busy doing everything they can to do damage control? [that's an assumption, but.] ...I think I understand. It's something only you guys can really do, and so...there's no other option. Even when it can mean terrible things for you. I guess I just wish that wasn't the case.
[they're both still young, and she doesn't think it should just be about a life bound to the order, but she also knows she can't say anything to change his mind. so instead, he gets to see another example of doing something even if it hurts you (01:17:16:17.) the video seems strange because she's both alive and not, but that's because things are. happening. the end result is aerith being dead regardless. wahoo. gives kanda something emotional he might not know what to do with.]
[Well, it's not like she's wrong. He wishes it wasn't the case too. And sometimes he wonders if he shouldn't have died in that cave three months ago, freed from the fate of the world and all the horrors that come along with being made to save it. But... in the end, Kanda chose life. He's always chosen life.
Which makes this memory interesting, actually, even though she doesn't have the full context. There are a lot of emotions, yes, but truthfully, there's so much of everything happening that he can't even really :man_standing: awkwardly about it.
After a minute:]
Why are you worrying about other people. [GIRL YOU'RE DEAD WORRY ABOUT YOURSELF!!!!]
[it's an age-old question. which is better, to life and to suffer knowing you're still alive and have a chance to do something, or to die and escape the horrors? it isn't like there's an easy answer either way.
also that is fair, she's actually looking a little surprised this showed up because nobody else has seen this. so she's frowning a little.]
Can I not worry about other people? [she's dead! what else is she supposed to do!!]
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Over 7,000 years.
[So
Maybe! But probably not.]
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...every time I learn something new about where you two are from I worry even more about both of you.
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[No she's right DGM-world sucks. But unfortunately he and Lavi aren't the sorts to go world-hopping somewhere else, so... it's what they've got. Kanda doesn't know anything different anyway.]
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[they're both still young, and she doesn't think it should just be about a life bound to the order, but she also knows she can't say anything to change his mind. so instead, he gets to see another example of doing something even if it hurts you (01:17:16:17.) the video seems strange because she's both alive and not, but that's because things are. happening. the end result is aerith being dead regardless. wahoo. gives kanda something emotional he might not know what to do with.]
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Which makes this memory interesting, actually, even though she doesn't have the full context. There are a lot of emotions, yes, but truthfully, there's so much of everything happening that he can't even really :man_standing: awkwardly about it.
After a minute:]
Why are you worrying about other people. [GIRL YOU'RE DEAD WORRY ABOUT YOURSELF!!!!]
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also that is fair, she's actually looking a little surprised this showed up because nobody else has seen this. so she's frowning a little.]
Can I not worry about other people? [she's dead! what else is she supposed to do!!]
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[HE'S ONLY PROBABLY GOING TO DIE TERRIBLY AT SOME POINT IN THE FUTURE.]
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What does that have to do with it?