Lilium Derived from Latin lilia, which may have come from a corrupted pronunciation of a word from an extinct Eastern Mediterranean language Humility, devotion, restored innocence after death
"Lovers used to give these when they were reunited."
[ the feeling wasn't worried so much as curious, anyway, so he's willing to drop that thread there. cloud's not having issues walking but he is kind of ready to get out of his own heeled boots. he squeezes aerith's waist a little ]
Were the effects too weird to drink as much this time?
[she was maybe worried a little because that is their baby bird. but it's okay, her vibes are calm and happy to be with cloud. moreso when he squeezes her waist, and there's a flare-up of a little something in her emotions that's been lowkey appearing on and off for a majority of the night.
she makes a face though.]
Not really! I just...you know. Didn't want to be too drunk this time. It was kind of a pain for you last time, huh? [not even so much because she was probably hungover but because she's such a clingy drunk.]
[ there's a blip of curiosity at that little flared something, because he recognizes it has been happening a lot. even if he does not recognize what it is yet. ]
Mm... Kinda. But it wasn't that bad. [ when he thinks about it it's mostly wry amusement. ] I've seen worse drunks.
Is that supposed to make me feel better, or ask a bunch of questions? [amused. also fair.] But that's good to know. Guess that's something to consider for next time.
[ he never wants her to ask questions. but yea what next time ]
Do I get to wear pants next time? [ a little sarcastic because he doesn't think they are having a party any time soon. and also. hes not wearing a dress in front of barret ever in his life ]
I dunno...this was a really good pick. The color's stunning on you. [he has an arm around her waist, but one of her hands brushes over the corset.] And this fits you really nicely. And the skirt falls in the right way.
[she's still letting her fingers trace over the pattern and more toward cloud's side, and she doesn't say anything immediately because she's very focused on this for the time being.
the emotion is definitely intrigued...and a little...]
Serious, what else? [she's not really touching him more since they're still walking, but that emotion is definitely still there. a little more prominent now that they're alone and aerith's thinking about things.]
[ serious about what, exactly? is cloud's first thought, especially combined with that emotion. he is still mostly squinty emotions here ]
So you... like this? [ he uses his free arm to gesture at the whole. dress. situation. because there was a lot of making fun of him the first time (even if she was also into it not that he fuckin knows) ]
[the mystery emotion is probably a little easier to recognize as something like "want" now, faint and a little curious, tied into thoughtful intrigue.]
You wear it well, what can I say? [she can make fun of him and still be into it at the same time, and she'd thought maybe the first time was just a fluke but no, she's standing here trying to cope with the fact "huh, i might actually be into this."]
[ it's mostly bafflement. mostly. but he recognizes that faint want and it's his turn to be a little intrigued and maybe. just a little amused. ]
Like this?
[ repeating it because he's not fully sure how he actually feels about that? it's aerith, so he's not weirded out by it, he just... also did not expect it. ]
[well the more he questions it and starts to think it's funny the more indignant she feels? like. that doesn't blow over the rest of her feelings, that's just added. so she pouts, but she doesn't verbally answer. stop!!!]
[kissing is fine given her emotions immediately perk up in interest. fucking horrid. put the emotionsharing away, actually.]
It's not...I mean. [she pauses like she's trying to figure out how to explain it but all she's coming up with is the way she's captivated by the beauty and also weirdly attracted to him like this. the way it accentuates the curve of his waist? the way the sleeves showcase his shoulders? the way the cut of the dress outlines his pecs better? very confusing.] It's still a little funny. You're you. But...
[joke's on him she's still probably really into biting and his arms but at least she can control herself, damn.]
...it's something. [which is sort of close to admitting it's a thing that she's recognizing as a turn-on, and also a thing she's recognizing is kind of a weird turn-on because it's not like she'd feel this way about zack in a dress? but there's something about cloud specifically.
are they at the apartment yet. can she just distract him with that maybe.]
[she has lost patience, kinda, so she's wildly gesturing with a hand.]
Have you looked at yourself? Of course it's yours! [how dare you be pretty you stupid jrpg bitch!!! this is not entirely actually serious, but there is a little frustration there? mostly tension because she's been very polite all evening and kept her emotions in check and now they're away from people and she is stuck with this!!!]
Yeah because you look good! And you said you would anyway as one of your jobs! There wasn't a better occasion for it.
[very "how was i supposed to know the consequences of my actions" of her as they walk to her apartment. also how? she was not this strong affected by this the first time it happened, although looking back at her previous behavior it. hm. hm? hm.]
I don't know why a public dance was the better occasion for it.
[ walking into the apartment, closing the door behind them, genuinely pretty amused by now. also flattered at the look good now that he knows it's. not just jokes. that there is some weight to it? ]
Your fault for picking something I'd look good in. Plenty of dresses would make me look bad.
Well I wasn't going to make you wear a dress just for me if I'm paying you for it. [just pointblank. they're into the apartment and the door's closed, and it means aerith's forced to really face all of this.
what this means for cloud is there really is zero chance of missing the emotions she's busy trying to ignore and avoid, even if she's looking away and already moving to start removing some of her jewelry. it's a flustered, warm and fuzzy sort of feeling, and it's one of those things she's aware started small and is escalating at a slow and steady pace the longer she's around the thing that started this.]
Besides, if I made you look bad, that'd make me look bad, too. Everybody knows I picked it out. [this is also a joke, but given the very faint blush she also means she would never bother making cloud look bad period.]
[ pointing it out first. it's not like she's paying real money, here. he's got his head tilted a little as he watches her take off her accessories, his own feeling of intrigue growing the more he feels her flustered warm feelings intensify. interesting. huuuuh. there's a little bit of fondness too when her blush tattles on her that she wouldn't try to make him look bad. ]
Sure. That still makes this your fault. [ it doesn't stop him from being terrible. he also could start removing his own accessories right now, but he's still looking at aerith's reaction with intrigue and kind of vaguely wondering if... he should keep things on?
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[ the feeling wasn't worried so much as curious, anyway, so he's willing to drop that thread there. cloud's not having issues walking but he is kind of ready to get out of his own heeled boots. he squeezes aerith's waist a little ]
Were the effects too weird to drink as much this time?
[ it's teasing. ]
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she makes a face though.]
Not really! I just...you know. Didn't want to be too drunk this time. It was kind of a pain for you last time, huh? [not even so much because she was probably hungover but because she's such a clingy drunk.]
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Mm... Kinda. But it wasn't that bad. [ when he thinks about it it's mostly wry amusement. ] I've seen worse drunks.
[ jessie got white girl wasted WASTED ]
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[what next time.]
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Do I get to wear pants next time? [ a little sarcastic because he doesn't think they are having a party any time soon. and also. hes not wearing a dress in front of barret ever in his life ]
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Funny. [ he does think she is making fun of him here ]
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the emotion is definitely intrigued...and a little...]
And who said it was supposed to be funny, huh?
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... What else would it be?
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So you... like this? [ he uses his free arm to gesture at the whole. dress. situation. because there was a lot of making fun of him the first time (even if she was also into it not that he fuckin knows) ]
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You wear it well, what can I say? [she can make fun of him and still be into it at the same time, and she'd thought maybe the first time was just a fluke but no, she's standing here trying to cope with the fact "huh, i might actually be into this."]
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[ it's mostly bafflement. mostly. but he recognizes that faint want and it's his turn to be a little intrigued and maybe. just a little amused. ]
Like this?
[ repeating it because he's not fully sure how he actually feels about that? it's aerith, so he's not weirded out by it, he just... also did not expect it. ]
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I don't get it. [ he'll say it outright afterwards, but: ] I guess it's better than if you only thought it was funny.
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It's not...I mean. [she pauses like she's trying to figure out how to explain it but all she's coming up with is the way she's captivated by the beauty and also weirdly attracted to him like this. the way it accentuates the curve of his waist? the way the sleeves showcase his shoulders? the way the cut of the dress outlines his pecs better? very confusing.] It's still a little funny. You're you. But...
[guilty as charged.]
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But. [ he doesn't entirely get it still! but. ] This is... a thing for you.
[ intriguing. a little funny. like when she was drunk and really into biting and his arms. ]
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...it's something. [which is sort of close to admitting it's a thing that she's recognizing as a turn-on, and also a thing she's recognizing is kind of a weird turn-on because it's not like she'd feel this way about zack in a dress? but there's something about cloud specifically.
are they at the apartment yet. can she just distract him with that maybe.]
It's not like it's entirely my fault, you know.
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they are almost at the apartment... they're at the building... ]
So, what, it's mine?
[ it's not like he is pretty on purpose wow ]
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Have you looked at yourself? Of course it's yours! [how dare you be pretty you stupid jrpg bitch!!! this is not entirely actually serious, but there is a little frustration there? mostly tension because she's been very polite all evening and kept her emotions in check and now they're away from people and she is stuck with this!!!]
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You're the one who dressed me up like this?
[ how is this his fault!!! walking towards aerith's room ]
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[very "how was i supposed to know the consequences of my actions" of her as they walk to her apartment. also how? she was not this strong affected by this the first time it happened, although looking back at her previous behavior it. hm. hm? hm.]
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[ walking into the apartment, closing the door behind them, genuinely pretty amused by now. also flattered at the look good now that he knows it's. not just jokes. that there is some weight to it? ]
Your fault for picking something I'd look good in. Plenty of dresses would make me look bad.
[ throwing it back at her. as a joke. ]
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what this means for cloud is there really is zero chance of missing the emotions she's busy trying to ignore and avoid, even if she's looking away and already moving to start removing some of her jewelry. it's a flustered, warm and fuzzy sort of feeling, and it's one of those things she's aware started small and is escalating at a slow and steady pace the longer she's around the thing that started this.]
Besides, if I made you look bad, that'd make me look bad, too. Everybody knows I picked it out. [this is also a joke, but given the very faint blush she also means she would never bother making cloud look bad period.]
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[ pointing it out first. it's not like she's paying real money, here. he's got his head tilted a little as he watches her take off her accessories, his own feeling of intrigue growing the more he feels her flustered warm feelings intensify. interesting. huuuuh. there's a little bit of fondness too when her blush tattles on her that she wouldn't try to make him look bad. ]
Sure. That still makes this your fault. [ it doesn't stop him from being terrible. he also could start removing his own accessories right now, but he's still looking at aerith's reaction with intrigue and kind of vaguely wondering if... he should keep things on?
huh. ]
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YOU'RE MAKING ME WRITE PORN WHEN YOU'RE DYING?
yes?
i hate you
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