Lilium Derived from Latin lilia, which may have come from a corrupted pronunciation of a word from an extinct Eastern Mediterranean language Humility, devotion, restored innocence after death
"Lovers used to give these when they were reunited."
[it was a very real fear wow? this is now just a feedback loop of pleased and horny emotions which is godawful, actually, but there's a gasp when she feels fingers brush at her entrance and it's about then she lifts her head enough to talk.]
Little higher. [the tone is low, which is probably another indicator of how much she's enjoying this. fun for cloud, he can find she's absolutely wet at her center and moreso around her entrance. good for him.] Don't have to be so gentle either, you know.
[ wet... little fascinated by that. their feedback loop is truly a goddamn nightmare. he hums and decides to be honest; ]
I don't wanna hurt you. [ but despite the commentary he does exactly as requested, moving his touch higher, pressing down more firmly. hmmm. what's This? circles over and rubs curiously ] It'd ruin the mood.
[ the second note is that he's aware it is a little silly to be worried about hurting her when he's doing as requested and she gave him blank potential, but also, he is used to handling things that are a lot less delicate and he would rather be nice than not in this scenario. for obvious reasons.
[thanks for treating her delicately, but she's not fragile. she's about to say something about how he won't hurt her, she'd stop him before then and there's no chance of ruining the mood but uh
moving his hand, fingers down more firmly and stroking riiiight over that particular spot means what he gets is a surprised, but eager moan right against his ear, hips jerking up into the touch. hold on, give her a second to think of words because that was good, thank you.
[ you thought he was pleased with himself and horny before!!! surprise!!! he really is now ]
Take it that means that wasn't bad?
[ stop being smug and horny. it's horrid. he is asking her questions but he's also like very eager to hear that noise again, so he is of course going to recreate his actions, pressing just a tad firmer this time ]
[stop being smug and horny??? unfortunately this is also kind of a turn-on for her because she's always like cloud's confidence. this is now just confidence about something that benefits her. his fingers press a little harder, rubbing and circling her again in a way that makes her squirm both to get closer and to pull off because it's such direct contact.]
Cloud. [lightly gasped out, fingers digging into his shoulder as she bucks up into the touch again.] Yeah, that's...yes. [yeah, that wasn't bad, she guesses.]
[ it's a lucky thing she's not looking at his face because he's smirking a little. the asshole. ]
Yeah? [ his voice is a little low and breathy because again not unaffected, and maybe he should be worried about it being too much, but he moves his hand so while he's still touching and playing with her with two fingers the other two are stroking other places, too. it is kind of awkward to do and might cramp his hand but also consider he really likes aerith gasping his name and bucking into his touch ]
[he really is an asshole, wow. see if she ever provides guidance again, because he's moving his hand and there are more fingers and it's a lot of touch in a very sensitive spot. if he likes that, he's really gonna love the way she swallows another moan, panting into his neck and shoulder and sliding over his fingers easily. it probably helps his fingers are already slicked up, and her legs are trembling a little the more all four fingers touch over her.
she really wants to ask if she can touch him, actually, but she remembers what he said earlier and honestly, her hairbrained idea is that if he's worked up enough she could ask if he wants to go all the way. on the off-chance he says yes, she's not doing something that might make him lose it early.
her, on the other hand. cloud can get her off multiple times if he wants as long as he doesn't stop. oh, wait, that was definitely mumbled, but she's not embarrassed. instead, she proves she's needy.]
Here, let me...[a hand comes down to try and grab cloud's, fingers twitching as they wrap around his wrist. she needs a break on her clit or she's going to finish too early, but she brings his hand back to her center, crooking his fingers to tease the entrance before giving it a tiny push. he knows where it is now...if he's curious.]
[ she could truly ask now, but she can try to scheme it if she wants, cloud is not thinking that hard about the future himself. he is kind of taken into the now. she is moaning in panting in his ear, trembling, and wet and mumbling something about how he can get her off as much as he wants and that's--
well she's allowed to not be embarrassed because his feelings of desire are really strong right now. they only get stronger when she grabs his wrist, though he stills his movements immediately when she does, letting her move him without any fight. and then she brings him there and. well if she ever was worried about cloud not feeling arousal it should be over he is really into this. ]
Oh. [ oh he says, because she's wet and open and asking, and his heart is beating very loudly. he is curious, thank you. she's already done part of the job, crooking his fingers, so it's easy for him to do the rest of the job, pushing them in slowly, watching her reaction. ]
[you know. emotional feedback is great. she's 100% really loving that she can feel how into this he is, and she removes her hand a little to give him room to explore on his own. oh, he says, as if this is new and surprising (and maybe it is), but his curiosity is rewarded with the way there's a little stretch as he opens her, the sensation of warm, wet heat gripping onto his fingers as he pushes them in. the response from her is a higher, choked little whine and she moves to descend down over his hand to take his fingers in further. he can feel the slow, steady pressure as she adjusts to his hand, throbbing almost around the digits and her free hand scratches at his back just to expel some of her energy, digging in as if to brace herself while rocking her hips forward.
the other hand is still closer to their laps though, and this time she's letting it move, subtly slipping over and under the bottom of cloud's dress while her own knuckles drag over the length of him with little preamble. hiiii...is for her?]
[ she's pretty when she's needy, is what he's thinking, fully captivated by the wet heat around his fingers. the way she's clinging and rocking against him. he doesn't move his hand too much at first, pressing against her walls as he pushes in before pulling back, a gentle and steady rhythm of push and pull as he looks at her.
he is so focused on what he's doing he is not paying attention when aerith's hand slips under his dress until it's brushing against himself. i have to contend with the fact idk what underwear he has on. whatever she would've given him. horrid. cloud is not thinking about that, though, a surprised little moaned ah from the touch. yeah. yeah, it's for her, and he's stuck with want just as much as there's a sudden burst of shyness. ]
[the little presses and touches keep drawing soft murmurs from her, and when his fingers start moving in that steady rhythm it changes into a little groan of pleasure as she moves ever-so-slightly to meet him for each press. it's hard to ignore the way his fingers are slowly being coated or the way she's snug around him, just like it's probably hard to ignore the sharp, slow breaths against his neck to keep herself focused.
i did not want to think about his underwear situation until i realized she would have given it to him. we're just not addressing this. regardless, her hand is a little more certain than his, palm rubbing over him even as she grins in the face of his shyness.]
This okay...? [how she has the audacity to say this when she's still trying to ride his fingers, who the fuck can say.]
[ he's hard! this isn't a secret. it has not been a secret for a while. but he's hard and she's palming him and somehow this makes him blush and falter a lot more than aerith trying to ride his fingers. which--well he's moving a little faster when she does, because again, really attractive of her to do this, but he seems tense and embarrassed. ]
... Y-yeah. It's... fine. [ it's not like it feels bad. it's embarrassing, because he is very hard when no one was touching him until just now, and because he kind of twitches towards her touch. he distracts himself by rubbing a thumb over her hip with his other hand. ]
[the quicker speed of his fingers is nice going by the intrigued chirp-like sound when he does that. she's not removing his underwear yet, hand caressing him through the fabric in slow but steady strokes. the emotional vibe is—okay, well, obviously it's extremely horny because she is spurned on by the fact cloud's hard and twitching into her hand, but underneath there's curiosity. she...wants to see...]
You sure? [it's a soft tease, but it really is an offer that she can stop if it's too distracting for him right now even as she shivers a little under his thumb.]
[ embarrassing that there's his own small wet spot there when she caresses him, but he's busy fingering her, crooking his fingers and spreading them in turn to seek out her reaction, refusing to think about it!! it's not embarrassing if he doesn't think!!
well, he says that, but he can feel her curiosity through the teasing, and he's the one breathing hard in her ear now and aware that she is horny and curious. which is it's own kind of-- interesting. sure. ]
Yeah. [ he breathes it out again, swallowing a little. ] You can... [ feeling shy when he is doing this feels incredibly stupid but also talking is never his strong suit, so; ] Whatever you want.
[the nice (?) thing about it is that as much as she wants to actually touch him he's busy playing her in a way that's extremely hard to ignore, the push and the pull and the stretch making her breathing quicken and hand falter. it's leaning in, chest to chest and trying to steady herself even though she does manage to squeeze a hand around him gently with the heel of her palm circling the wet spot.
eventually, her brain reconnects even while she continues tightening around his fingers and her free hand claws at his back a little when the speed of his hand means he manages to just-slightly brush against her clit again.]
I wanna see. [and it sounds like a little whine, really just "can i, can i, can i?" and that's the emotional vibe. she wants, well, a lot here.]
[ chest to chest... booba... his free hand is still gripping her because men can't do things with both hands at once that's a fact, and also he is very busy getting her off. the way she claws at his back when he brushes against the clit is interesting, and he moves to try to do it again more deliberately as he slides his fingers in and out of her this time. this is what thumbs were invented for, right. to touch the clit?
the little can i whine is-- sorry, he huffs out a laugh against her even though he's shuddering at her touch. it's funny because he's not seeing shit, and because he's not sure she wants to interrupt him enough for him to get undressed? (silly cloud. she doesn't need you fully undressed.) ]
I--yeah. You can... [ he shakes his head a little, trying to focus. he is going to embarrass himself probably but whatever, at this point, he thinks he can get her off so it's less sad. ] I told you, do whatever.
[ a little gruff because he is still little shy about it ]
[it's fine, she will convince him to touch booba later. right now he can just feel them pressed directly into his. thumbs were in fact made to touch the clit, given the sudden involuntary full-body shudder that comes with that. her arm's hooked around him a little tighter, but the other hand proves exactly why she doesn't need cloud to get undressed. hers is smaller? clearly it's easier to let it slide its way into his underwear, pushing them down with her wrist to free him a little. the dress might be mostly covering him, but it's fine. she can feel him juuuust fine.
she still has an agenda, so she won't do this for long? it's just to work him up and because she wants to touch him and see him. give her a second to bunch up the hem of the dress so she can fully look, hand slowly starting to work over him while the emotions ping as intrigued. and a deep want, and she's already thinking about the idea of cloud inside her and okay, slow the fuck down.
she settles for kissing his cheek in a move that's almost too chaste for this. this also doesn't help with the way she's curling closer with every movement of cloud's fingers.]
I do like getting to do whatever with you. [the thing about it is that she's already focused on the idea of fucking cloud there is a high chance he will, actually, get her off first before she decides to take care of him.]
[ listen, his movements falter a little when she's sticking her hand down his underwear and then lifting up the dress to just look at him, because it's. a lot, the sudden soft touch of her hand on him, and then the absolutely ridiculous visual of him still being in the dress, except he's turned on enough he almost gets the appeal. maybe. he thinks? it's at least easy access, which is nice, because it means he doesn't have to move much so aerith can get what she wants, even if-- again. embarrassing. a little torn feelings there that are very quickly overwhelmed by aerith's deep want and how that echoes with him.
which means he picks the pace right back up even if he is tense and curving in on himself at her touch because it feels really nice and she is really hot right now? help him god when she kisses his cheek he's blushing more shyly than he has the entire time since then, a burst of affection in his chest ]
I can... I can tell. [ he uses the opportunity to steal a kiss from her, a little sloppy as he rolls his thumb over her clit experimentally, fingers curling. he is not the kind to ask aerith if she likes what she sees so it was pretty nice of her to just feel want ]
[what is cloud so cute for? this is her question, and she would love to have an answer. having easy access is great, and she's careful with her touches as to not overwhelm him immediately. she's pretty sure he's never felt another hand besides his own on him, and it's all soft strokes and a snug grip, working him closer to the base for a moment to see what he likes.
she grins though, a little cheeky and a little fond, but she moves her head to meet him for that kiss that's serving as a great option for her to muffle another low groan as his thumb rolls over her clit. her legs twitch, almost like they want to wrap around him and she bites on his lip when his fingers curl. she loves what she sees and what she feels, and it's difficult to keep herself quiet.]
N-now you're not playing fair. [it's shaky a bit, if only because such direct contact is, frankly, delicious and causing her to lose her mind. it doesn't stop her hand though.] That feels good though.
[ he definitely has not felt another touch besides his own there, thank you, and he's never even bothered to analyze what he liked when touching himself so any bit of it is going to be a fun surprise for both of them. closer to the base is nice. his thighs jerk a little as he forces himself to stay still. her hand is warm and she's groaning into his mouth and he likes hearing her, it turns out. fun things
also i think i should establish he has a nice dick because he's gotta be pretty everywhere (is taken out back and shot) ]
I don't wanna hear anything about playing fair from you. [ he says it as dryly as he can manage, even though his emotions are projecting want and arousal and again that little pleased with himself feeling when she says it feels good, doing it again at the comment, licking at the spot on his lip she bit. ] You're... really-- you look good. Like this.
[ it comes out more halting than he means it to, and he feels embarrassed about it, but he really does get what zack meant now when he described her as pretty-no-beautiful depending on the situation ]
[imagine if everything about cloud strife was very pretty and he just had the worst dick imaginable. aerith just leaves.
(un)fortunately, given the way she's blatantly staring at him, his dick passes inspection. her hand moves, gathering a bit of pre in her palm to help with the glide before she moves back to the base with a slightly firmer, more assured stroke.]
What, you don't think I'm fair? [there's another slow, sweet kiss to the corner of his mouth instead of an actual smooch, speed picking up just slightly while outright grinding down over his hand to take him deeper and massage that one particular spot. she knows by this point she's soaking his fingers, holding tight and trying to draw him into her, but she doesn't care? he picks up quick and listens to the cues, taking wordless instruction pretty well.
she does kind of laugh, a breathless little thing, when he says she looks good though.]
Glad you think so, I think. [given the way she's clinging, hair starting to fall in her face and chest heaving and face red, she's aware this is definitely a look cloud's never seen or even imagined from her.] You can...[hm. no. never mind, no more instruction. cloud can figure it out based on the fact she's still trying to apply more friction and speed things up.]
[ i can't stop imagining it now he's absolutely pretty and then you take his pants off and it's like hmmm. no. puts that away. become ken doll.
the staring flusters him a little, but it doesn't last long when she's immediately moving more assuredly over him. it's a lot. it's a lot especially when she's so damn wet clenching down over his hand, bearing down and chasing her own pleasure greedily. unfairly attractive. he bites down on his lip to try to swallow down his own moan. ]
You are. [ cloud confirms, but it's belated, after she laughs so whether he means to double up on thinking she looks good or on her being unfair is a mystery. it's both. it's both, really, and it's his turn to kiss her when she trails off. he doesn't do a teasing corner kiss, though, this is a proper one where he bites her lightly at her mouth because she's driving him a little crazy. the good news is, he is indeed good at wordless instructions, so while he's kissing her he starts to move his hand faster, pressing down a little harder, palm rubbing over her on top of everything else he's already doing. ]
[that is the thing, isn't it. aerith is very loving and open and gives a lot of herself to people, but in certain ways she's also very selfish. like right now. right now she's extremely selfish, chasing fast after the overwhelming pleasure his fingers are delivering and her own arousal driving her to touch him and bring him up to speed. there's a swallow, suddenly far too aware of the way she kind of wants to get her mouth on him, too, but again. one thing at a time.
it's still cute the way he's trying to hold himself back, but she doesn't get to think too much on it before his mouth is back on hers. it's a proper kiss, and while usually she isn't as deeply affected by bites (she likes them, and they're nice, but they don't make her insane), this time his teeth meet her mouth and there's another louder sound lost there. it's the combination of his teeth and of his hand and maybe she's going to actually regret teaching cloud how to do this because he's getting too powerful with figuring out how to crook his fingers just right, angle his thumb to tease and circle her clit just so, and allow the rest of his pal to massage and drag over her. she's far too aware of the way she's trembling, kind of a sensory overload but in a way that says she wants him to keep going. her fingers are still scratching and digging into the open back area of his dress, right into his skin, and in the haze of it all she suddenly realizes she's extremely close.
which, like, she's fine with. if she has her way, this won't be a one-time performance. instead, what she does is move her hand a little faster, but sloppier, losing her focus a little while clamping around his fingers with each push in to cause the pull to drag and touch over every bump and ridge inside. she's still trying to keep up with the kiss, too, but with the way his hand's moving faster it means that's also getting a little sloppy and he gets to hear fragments of his name, and pleas to not stop, and finally, the lowpoint: outright begging.]
Cloud. [lost somewhere against his mouth and against his cheek.] Keep...I'm...oh my god.
[okay. well. maybe she has lost all coherent thought and has been reduced to a panting, squirming mess of a girlfriend trying to chase after the thing she wants most right now. but the emotional feedback is off the scales with want, a little desperation and just. copious amounts of something pleased and greedy and honestly if this is what she's like just from his hand they're kind of in trouble when she convinces him to take it a step further. but they're not quite there yet.]
[ he can barely handle her hand maybe give it a second before you try the mouth aerith.
aerith is a lot right now, in the best possible way, not just with her touch (no matter how sloppy it gets) but with, well. everything. from the sloppy way she's kissing him back, to her other hand digging and clawing at his back (he's into that, it turns out! good to know!), the way she's clenching on his fingers and pleading for him to keep going-- it's all a lot, and when she starts begging he lets out a low groan, barely keeping it together.
the emotional feedback is so much, and it's funny how much of it is echoing between the both of them at this point, the want and that something pleased and greedy both-- though for cloud it's a lot more self-satisfaction at driving his girlfriend to a panting, squirming mess, and the greed is entirely that he wants to see her fall apart on his hand and come like that. she really has made him too powerful because his movements are all confidence now, fast and sure and probably just on the edge of too much as twists and moves his hand like a goddamn expert. who let cloud strife also be a natural at learning how to finger his girlfriend! that's illegal!!!! ]
I've got you. [ it's quiet in between their shared moans, something smug in his tone despite the way he is so fucking hard and dripping precome right now let's not talk about that? he pulls back just a little from sloppy kisses to stare at her with half-lidded eyes because he like reaaaaally? really? wants to see her face when she comes he's decided? ] As long as you want me.
[ wild of him to say that when the entire emotion aerith is sharing is want but y'know good to establish ]
[aerith is, in fact, a lot. she's a lot? and she's aware of it, but it's fairly shameless the way she responds to that "i've got you" with a wanton gasp. she stops scratching, but her fingers are dug deep into his shoulder as if solely to stabilize herself (and it probably is, to a point, seeing how she's curled in on herself) and she is quickly realizing her mistake at teaching cloud how to do this. of course he's a natural, because that's cloud, isn't it? you give him a little bit of encouragement and he gets swept up into it, confidence taking over and showcasing everything he can really do.
and right now, what he can really do is make her unravel pretty quickly. she's trying for another few kisses, her own hand still jerking him but far too distracted by now because that is her boyfriend's pretty face staring right into hers and saying such garbage, like she'd ever not want him.
"no matter what happens, you can't fall in love with me", she'd once said. back when she knew better. back when she knew it could only hurt them. but there's a little hope now, that things can change. maybe she'll be able to return and maybe they can fix things, maybe all that matters is how much she does love him and wants to be with him. love could be enough to save everything.
and it's why she lets him, her own eyes mostly shut and desperate whines building in her throat as his fingers move and twist over and inside her, bordering on tooclosetooclosetooclose and moremoremore for just long enough she's at that peak where she's completely breathless. it's sliding down and clamping tight over his fingers, body pitching forward and a loud, unabashed moan as she finally lets go, mouth open and eyes squeezed shut and the pulsing throb of her insides over cloud's fingers and making a mess over his hand. it's another series of little whimpers, legs trembling and arm twitching and a firm grip on cloud himself, back at the base and sliding to let go and run fingers up and over and higher to tease over his balls instead because leave it to aerith to still be able to move even while orgasming, i guess.
eventually, he'll feel her stop pulsating over his hand and he can pull his fingers out if he wants, and her head drops onto his shoulder while she's trying to catch her breath. the only emotion here seems to be satisfaction though.]
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Little higher. [the tone is low, which is probably another indicator of how much she's enjoying this. fun for cloud, he can find she's absolutely wet at her center and moreso around her entrance. good for him.] Don't have to be so gentle either, you know.
[a little more pressure is fine.]
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I don't wanna hurt you. [ but despite the commentary he does exactly as requested, moving his touch higher, pressing down more firmly. hmmm. what's This? circles over and rubs curiously ] It'd ruin the mood.
[ the second note is that he's aware it is a little silly to be worried about hurting her when he's doing as requested and she gave him blank potential, but also, he is used to handling things that are a lot less delicate and he would rather be nice than not in this scenario. for obvious reasons.
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moving his hand, fingers down more firmly and stroking riiiight over that particular spot means what he gets is a surprised, but eager moan right against his ear, hips jerking up into the touch. hold on, give her a second to think of words because that was good, thank you.
what was that about ruining the mood?]
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Take it that means that wasn't bad?
[ stop being smug and horny. it's horrid. he is asking her questions but he's also like very eager to hear that noise again, so he is of course going to recreate his actions, pressing just a tad firmer this time ]
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Cloud. [lightly gasped out, fingers digging into his shoulder as she bucks up into the touch again.] Yeah, that's...yes. [yeah, that wasn't bad, she guesses.]
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Yeah? [ his voice is a little low and breathy because again not unaffected, and maybe he should be worried about it being too much, but he moves his hand so while he's still touching and playing with her with two fingers the other two are stroking other places, too. it is kind of awkward to do and might cramp his hand but also consider he really likes aerith gasping his name and bucking into his touch ]
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she really wants to ask if she can touch him, actually, but she remembers what he said earlier and honestly, her hairbrained idea is that if he's worked up enough she could ask if he wants to go all the way. on the off-chance he says yes, she's not doing something that might make him lose it early.
her, on the other hand. cloud can get her off multiple times if he wants as long as he doesn't stop. oh, wait, that was definitely mumbled, but she's not embarrassed. instead, she proves she's needy.]
Here, let me...[a hand comes down to try and grab cloud's, fingers twitching as they wrap around his wrist. she needs a break on her clit or she's going to finish too early, but she brings his hand back to her center, crooking his fingers to tease the entrance before giving it a tiny push. he knows where it is now...if he's curious.]
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well she's allowed to not be embarrassed because his feelings of desire are really strong right now. they only get stronger when she grabs his wrist, though he stills his movements immediately when she does, letting her move him without any fight. and then she brings him there and. well if she ever was worried about cloud not feeling arousal it should be over he is really into this. ]
Oh. [ oh he says, because she's wet and open and asking, and his heart is beating very loudly. he is curious, thank you. she's already done part of the job, crooking his fingers, so it's easy for him to do the rest of the job, pushing them in slowly, watching her reaction. ]
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the other hand is still closer to their laps though, and this time she's letting it move, subtly slipping over and under the bottom of cloud's dress while her own knuckles drag over the length of him with little preamble. hiiii...is for her?]
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he is so focused on what he's doing he is not paying attention when aerith's hand slips under his dress until it's brushing against himself. i have to contend with the fact idk what underwear he has on. whatever she would've given him. horrid. cloud is not thinking about that, though, a surprised little moaned ah from the touch. yeah. yeah, it's for her, and he's stuck with want just as much as there's a sudden burst of shyness. ]
...Aerith. [ he breathes it out ]
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i did not want to think about his underwear situation until i realized she would have given it to him. we're just not addressing this. regardless, her hand is a little more certain than his, palm rubbing over him even as she grins in the face of his shyness.]
This okay...? [how she has the audacity to say this when she's still trying to ride his fingers, who the fuck can say.]
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... Y-yeah. It's... fine. [ it's not like it feels bad. it's embarrassing, because he is very hard when no one was touching him until just now, and because he kind of twitches towards her touch. he distracts himself by rubbing a thumb over her hip with his other hand. ]
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You sure? [it's a soft tease, but it really is an offer that she can stop if it's too distracting for him right now even as she shivers a little under his thumb.]
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well, he says that, but he can feel her curiosity through the teasing, and he's the one breathing hard in her ear now and aware that she is horny and curious. which is it's own kind of-- interesting. sure. ]
Yeah. [ he breathes it out again, swallowing a little. ] You can... [ feeling shy when he is doing this feels incredibly stupid but also talking is never his strong suit, so; ] Whatever you want.
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eventually, her brain reconnects even while she continues tightening around his fingers and her free hand claws at his back a little when the speed of his hand means he manages to just-slightly brush against her clit again.]
I wanna see. [and it sounds like a little whine, really just "can i, can i, can i?" and that's the emotional vibe. she wants, well, a lot here.]
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the little can i whine is-- sorry, he huffs out a laugh against her even though he's shuddering at her touch. it's funny because he's not seeing shit, and because he's not sure she wants to interrupt him enough for him to get undressed? (silly cloud. she doesn't need you fully undressed.) ]
I--yeah. You can... [ he shakes his head a little, trying to focus. he is going to embarrass himself probably but whatever, at this point, he thinks he can get her off so it's less sad. ] I told you, do whatever.
[ a little gruff because he is still little shy about it ]
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she still has an agenda, so she won't do this for long? it's just to work him up and because she wants to touch him and see him. give her a second to bunch up the hem of the dress so she can fully look, hand slowly starting to work over him while the emotions ping as intrigued. and a deep want, and she's already thinking about the idea of cloud inside her and okay, slow the fuck down.
she settles for kissing his cheek in a move that's almost too chaste for this. this also doesn't help with the way she's curling closer with every movement of cloud's fingers.]
I do like getting to do whatever with you. [the thing about it is that she's already focused on the idea of fucking cloud there is a high chance he will, actually, get her off first before she decides to take care of him.]
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which means he picks the pace right back up even if he is tense and curving in on himself at her touch because it feels really nice and she is really hot right now? help him god when she kisses his cheek he's blushing more shyly than he has the entire time since then, a burst of affection in his chest ]
I can... I can tell. [ he uses the opportunity to steal a kiss from her, a little sloppy as he rolls his thumb over her clit experimentally, fingers curling. he is not the kind to ask aerith if she likes what she sees so it was pretty nice of her to just feel want ]
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she grins though, a little cheeky and a little fond, but she moves her head to meet him for that kiss that's serving as a great option for her to muffle another low groan as his thumb rolls over her clit. her legs twitch, almost like they want to wrap around him and she bites on his lip when his fingers curl. she loves what she sees and what she feels, and it's difficult to keep herself quiet.]
N-now you're not playing fair. [it's shaky a bit, if only because such direct contact is, frankly, delicious and causing her to lose her mind. it doesn't stop her hand though.] That feels good though.
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also i think i should establish he has a nice dick because he's gotta be pretty everywhere (is taken out back and shot) ]
I don't wanna hear anything about playing fair from you. [ he says it as dryly as he can manage, even though his emotions are projecting want and arousal and again that little pleased with himself feeling when she says it feels good, doing it again at the comment, licking at the spot on his lip she bit. ] You're... really-- you look good. Like this.
[ it comes out more halting than he means it to, and he feels embarrassed about it, but he really does get what zack meant now when he described her as pretty-no-beautiful depending on the situation ]
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(un)fortunately, given the way she's blatantly staring at him, his dick passes inspection. her hand moves, gathering a bit of pre in her palm to help with the glide before she moves back to the base with a slightly firmer, more assured stroke.]
What, you don't think I'm fair? [there's another slow, sweet kiss to the corner of his mouth instead of an actual smooch, speed picking up just slightly while outright grinding down over his hand to take him deeper and massage that one particular spot. she knows by this point she's soaking his fingers, holding tight and trying to draw him into her, but she doesn't care? he picks up quick and listens to the cues, taking wordless instruction pretty well.
she does kind of laugh, a breathless little thing, when he says she looks good though.]
Glad you think so, I think. [given the way she's clinging, hair starting to fall in her face and chest heaving and face red, she's aware this is definitely a look cloud's never seen or even imagined from her.] You can...[hm. no. never mind, no more instruction. cloud can figure it out based on the fact she's still trying to apply more friction and speed things up.]
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the staring flusters him a little, but it doesn't last long when she's immediately moving more assuredly over him. it's a lot. it's a lot especially when she's so damn wet clenching down over his hand, bearing down and chasing her own pleasure greedily. unfairly attractive. he bites down on his lip to try to swallow down his own moan. ]
You are. [ cloud confirms, but it's belated, after she laughs so whether he means to double up on thinking she looks good or on her being unfair is a mystery. it's both. it's both, really, and it's his turn to kiss her when she trails off. he doesn't do a teasing corner kiss, though, this is a proper one where he bites her lightly at her mouth because she's driving him a little crazy. the good news is, he is indeed good at wordless instructions, so while he's kissing her he starts to move his hand faster, pressing down a little harder, palm rubbing over her on top of everything else he's already doing. ]
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it's still cute the way he's trying to hold himself back, but she doesn't get to think too much on it before his mouth is back on hers. it's a proper kiss, and while usually she isn't as deeply affected by bites (she likes them, and they're nice, but they don't make her insane), this time his teeth meet her mouth and there's another louder sound lost there. it's the combination of his teeth and of his hand and maybe she's going to actually regret teaching cloud how to do this because he's getting too powerful with figuring out how to crook his fingers just right, angle his thumb to tease and circle her clit just so, and allow the rest of his pal to massage and drag over her. she's far too aware of the way she's trembling, kind of a sensory overload but in a way that says she wants him to keep going. her fingers are still scratching and digging into the open back area of his dress, right into his skin, and in the haze of it all she suddenly realizes she's extremely close.
which, like, she's fine with. if she has her way, this won't be a one-time performance. instead, what she does is move her hand a little faster, but sloppier, losing her focus a little while clamping around his fingers with each push in to cause the pull to drag and touch over every bump and ridge inside. she's still trying to keep up with the kiss, too, but with the way his hand's moving faster it means that's also getting a little sloppy and he gets to hear fragments of his name, and pleas to not stop, and finally, the lowpoint: outright begging.]
Cloud. [lost somewhere against his mouth and against his cheek.] Keep...I'm...oh my god.
[okay. well. maybe she has lost all coherent thought and has been reduced to a panting, squirming mess of a girlfriend trying to chase after the thing she wants most right now. but the emotional feedback is off the scales with want, a little desperation and just. copious amounts of something pleased and greedy and honestly if this is what she's like just from his hand they're kind of in trouble when she convinces him to take it a step further. but they're not quite there yet.]
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aerith is a lot right now, in the best possible way, not just with her touch (no matter how sloppy it gets) but with, well. everything. from the sloppy way she's kissing him back, to her other hand digging and clawing at his back (he's into that, it turns out! good to know!), the way she's clenching on his fingers and pleading for him to keep going-- it's all a lot, and when she starts begging he lets out a low groan, barely keeping it together.
the emotional feedback is so much, and it's funny how much of it is echoing between the both of them at this point, the want and that something pleased and greedy both-- though for cloud it's a lot more self-satisfaction at driving his girlfriend to a panting, squirming mess, and the greed is entirely that he wants to see her fall apart on his hand and come like that. she really has made him too powerful because his movements are all confidence now, fast and sure and probably just on the edge of too much as twists and moves his hand like a goddamn expert. who let cloud strife also be a natural at learning how to finger his girlfriend! that's illegal!!!! ]
I've got you. [ it's quiet in between their shared moans, something smug in his tone despite the way he is so fucking hard and dripping precome right now let's not talk about that? he pulls back just a little from sloppy kisses to stare at her with half-lidded eyes because he like reaaaaally? really? wants to see her face when she comes he's decided? ] As long as you want me.
[ wild of him to say that when the entire emotion aerith is sharing is want but y'know good to establish ]
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and right now, what he can really do is make her unravel pretty quickly. she's trying for another few kisses, her own hand still jerking him but far too distracted by now because that is her boyfriend's pretty face staring right into hers and saying such garbage, like she'd ever not want him.
"no matter what happens, you can't fall in love with me", she'd once said. back when she knew better. back when she knew it could only hurt them. but there's a little hope now, that things can change. maybe she'll be able to return and maybe they can fix things, maybe all that matters is how much she does love him and wants to be with him. love could be enough to save everything.
and it's why she lets him, her own eyes mostly shut and desperate whines building in her throat as his fingers move and twist over and inside her, bordering on tooclosetooclosetooclose and moremoremore for just long enough she's at that peak where she's completely breathless. it's sliding down and clamping tight over his fingers, body pitching forward and a loud, unabashed moan as she finally lets go, mouth open and eyes squeezed shut and the pulsing throb of her insides over cloud's fingers and making a mess over his hand. it's another series of little whimpers, legs trembling and arm twitching and a firm grip on cloud himself, back at the base and sliding to let go and run fingers up and over and higher to tease over his balls instead because leave it to aerith to still be able to move even while orgasming, i guess.
eventually, he'll feel her stop pulsating over his hand and he can pull his fingers out if he wants, and her head drops onto his shoulder while she's trying to catch her breath. the only emotion here seems to be satisfaction though.]
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