Lilium Derived from Latin lilia, which may have come from a corrupted pronunciation of a word from an extinct Eastern Mediterranean language Humility, devotion, restored innocence after death
"Lovers used to give these when they were reunited."
Not really. [there's only, like, the smallest shred of regret and embarrassment in actually admitting that.] Maybe I'm trying to decide what to do with this new information.
[the..information that her boyfriend in a pretty dress makes her horny? yeah, that information.]
[ it's his turn to look away briefly when she admits that, because it's something to hear it. but like stated: it's brief. there's a small quirk to his lips when he looks at her again. ]
The information being that you're into this. [ clarifying as a tease, because he can't quite help it, aerith's never really embarrassed, but; ] What are the options?
[hm...there's sort of a nervous laugh because she has some options, sure, but she's not sure if they're great ones. with that said though, she doesn't deny that she's into it and she walks a little closer, heels clicking across the floor.]
Something like that. [yeah.] ...guess our options are...a couple of things? [a hand comes up to trail over his side again.] Depending on how you're feeling about this.
[ he doesn't try to move away, watching her walk closer with half-lidded eyes. considering. nervous and embarrassed on aerith is different. ]
... Well, I told you. I'm not weirded out. [ reiterating it as he lets her pet his side, cocking his hip a little as he shifts in place ] I think I want to hear what things you're thinking of.
[ again just. so intrigued. it's all positive interested feelings? ]
[she's calmer as he keeps repeating that he isn't weirded out, but now that she's close enough she decides she's not sure she feels like verbally answering yet? so she's going to settle for drawing him closer, hand around the back of his neck and fingers sliding under the choker to draw him in for a kiss. that's kind of the same, right?]
[ it is an answer, sure. it's not one he's objecting to, going by the way he puts his hands on her hips to draw her closer as he kisses her back. the choker thing is-- mixed feelings on that, but he likes kissing her, so they're very quickly gone. ]
[the other answer is probably blatantly obvious given she's busy trying to push him back toward their bed while immediately kissing him a little more deeply, her other hand at his back and pressing into the seams of the corset. move it, soldier.]
[ well. that is a little more straightforward, yes, and he walks them back towards the bed until the back of his knees hit the mattress and he lets them both stumble on it, dragging aerith down on top of him. all while going along with the kiss, because it's important.
the touch at his back is interesting. it's not like the corset's comfortable, but aerith's fascination with it is. also interesting. ]
[they stumble onto the bed, and cloud's dragging her and she wastes no time to crawl up into his lap again like the first time they did this. it's eager, hand scratching along at the corset and his back and fingers kneading into his neck under the choker, lips parting and immediately letting her tongue tease at the seam of cloud's to slip in.
the nice thing is she was right, this pink dress is so much easier to move in. and the other nice thing is cloud's dress is open in the front enough that he's a little flexible, too. the corset's only kind of a thing, but again, it's about shaping and giving cloud the illusion he has a more feminine figure and she should maybe consider that, but she's pretty blatantly aware she finds tifa hot so what's it matter to her? more than anything, it's the fact that it's cloud. she kicks her heels off, sitting up just a little to adjust more comfortably on his lap to continue kissing him.]
[ it is a little fascinating how eager aerith is. he parts his lips dutifully into the kiss, meeting her for that deeper kiss as he thinks it over. the pawing at the waist and back doesn't do too much for him physically because it's hard to feel through the corset, but he's very aware of it. the neck, well. they both know by now he kind of likes that, and as usual there's a little shudder into the kiss as she kneads it.
she's adjusting herself on his lap and he's got a hand on her hip to keep her balanced, fingers splayed out in a tight grab. his other one runs over her back, playing with the seam of her dress. she's pretty in this dress, in a way that's very different from the red one that left him tongue tied, but it's not a bad way. it is especially not a bad way when she's on his lap kissing him like this.
thinking about it he decides that while he's still not into wearing dresses he is into aerith's reaction to him wearing dresses. is that a thing. well, whatever. ]
[that is a thing. and maybe she wouldn't be nearly as aggressive in her approach if it wasn't a build-up of things, but it has been for weeks (maybe longer? maybe even outside of this place, truthfully.) cloud has been in front of her for so long now that having him in her reach means she doesn't plan on letting up anytime soon.
she knows he can't feel her hands on the corset, but she keeps massaging and scratching along the back of his neck, chest to chest and the hand eventually winding around to grip cloud's shoulder, dragging some of the fabric across his skin.
she seems to, like, realize she's going a little overboard though because she pauses in their kiss to pull back long enough to speak.]
...sorry. Don't know what came over me. [she says, as if emotionsharing isn't happening and she's projecting her interest and wants loud and clear.]
he lets aerith pull back and he stares at her a little after she speaks, something amused in his eyes. but maybe he can't talk! because his emotions might not be as heightened right now but he's projecting want and interest right back! woopsies. ]
S'alright. I think I've got an idea. [ in a bit of a low tone. he kisses at her jawline with a hum. the effect this week is--weird, and a little invasive, but he probably would be a lot more hesitant if he could not feel her emotions through this, hilariously enough. ]
[tit to tit communication...this is stupid, but she's staring at him and running her tongue over her lower lip for a moment as if that's going to help her think more clearly. it is not. this does nothing to help. other things that don't help: the kiss to her jawline given the way there's a tiny sigh with that.
this effect is terrible but glad cloud's suddenly aware that yeah, his girlfriend's into him.]
Oh do you now...[she has zero room to tease when she's in the position they're in, but she grins.] This is fine.
[she means just kissing, but she's still letting her fingers work at his neck.]
[ sorry he is busy kissing her jaw down to her neck for a second while she teases, but he pulls away (barely) to look at her. he's still partially bowed for neck kisses so the effect means he's looking up at her through his eyelashes thank you
the thing is when she says things like that he's never sure if she means to be reassuring or she's the one who wants it to be over. or, rather, he's never been sure, because again: kind of more obvious now. he still hesitates before he says it though, something shy in his own feelings: ]
[no actually he should keep doing that? judging by the way she's shifting to get closer and tilting her head, she's just as affected by neck kisses as he is which is a choice.
also what the hell is he so beautiful for? he looks up through his lashes and aerith's looking down, hand on his neck and the blips of shyness registering enough to make her grin a little.]
...we could do more than fine. [immediate interest.] Show me how you'd start?
[ must aerith make him show how he'd start when he's wearing a dress and corset. he is leaving lip gloss on her neck is this not enough! that is what the eyebrow raise says. ]
Yeah, alright. [ but he is indulgent, so he'll go right back to kissing down the slope of her neck (because she liked it, because her neck is pretty and bare, little of column a and little of column b), moving his hand from her back to her leg. her... bare leg, slipping in the dress to stroke up her thigh. hello! leg. he's not wearing gloves so that is bare skin on bare skin, hi. ]
[and also yes! aerith must make him do this because she's taken charge a lot lately, and she thinks it's his turn. there's lip gloss on her neck and his hands are on her waist, but it's really not enough for her.
this is a good start, really, head tilted to let him have an easier time kissing his way down. the hand on her back moves, and there's a suppressed little shiver when it disappears into the skirt of her dress and over her thigh. hello leg!! you're just out there!! the lack of gloves really does change things, given the skin on skin contact, and she's very into that considering the way she moves to press into the touch. the fingers at his neck are still scritching and moving back into his hair more to give her hands something to do and because she knows cloud likes it. she does shift juuuust a little to let the dress slit fall open move so his hand can go higher if it wants. you know. for fun.]
he likes the little shiver. she shouldn't suppress it? so obviously the solution is for cloud to go ahead and follow her very unsubtle request when she moves to give him more space, trailing his hand up higher... and higher... he could stay on the side of it and pet up to her hip. it's still skintouch so it'd be new even if it's something he's done? but the emotional loop has him a little bolder, so. so. he's caressing towards the inside of thigh, petting up until he reaches just high enough near her crotch he's teasing her underwear with a thumb. hi.
there's like 2% of worry it's too much, but he is trying to ignore that so he drags his teeth on her neck gently in the midst of kisses. ]
[she is needy what the hell do you want from her!! she is sooooo subtle, i don't know what you're talking about? she's so subtle, in fact, that while cloud's hand is moving he'll probably notice she's shuddering a little in anticipation, a little exhale that's punctuated with a hum. cloud's extremely bold today and he's moving up, and it's the fact he's so close that she's kind of losing the trail of thought here.
so really, what happens is that cloud finds out it isn't a thing to worry about because the combination of his thumb and his teeth means there's a sound that's very obviously a soft moan somewhere in his hair as she debates if she wants to grab his hand to move it closer on her own. well. he's close enough now he can probably start to get a sense just how affected she is by all of this. never mind the way she drags her nails up the back of his neck again in a mimic of his teeth.]
[ can you imagine if i was like actually, he doesn't get a sense of how affected she is, because he doesn't know how women parts work at all? that would be fucked up. he is not that much of a virgin luckily for everyone involved, but there is a surprised yet pleased hum when he gets the sense she's that affected. not like he didn't know she was horny (thank you... emotionshare...) but it's very different to have the proof so... close.
he likes the sound she makes. he likes the nails, too, a lot, but the moan was--nice. he is very much not unflustered by all of this. and maybe he should be more weirded out that they're doing this when he's still very much crossdressing? but also whatever they have been dancing around it a while and aerith's very much into it.
which is why he breathes a little shakily over her neck as his hand moves up, ever so slightly, touch just a tad lighter as he traces over her properly. she's still wearing underwear so it's okay if he pets, right? ]
... This okay? [ just checking. while he is already doing it. ]
[you just describing like 50% of fanfic. but luckily he's not that much of a virgin and can in fact appreciate his horny girlfriend who is very invested in where his hands are going, thank you very much.
they really are doing this while cloud's in a dress, and she should consider that but she's also kind of letting this play out to see how it goes. if cloud's okay with it, who is she to stop him? his breath over her neck gives her goosebumps, really, and it probably isn't much of a surprise the way she rolls her hips a little to get closer to his hand, applying a little more friction and grip around his shoulders tightening a little.]
Yeah...totally okay. [kind of breathless, and maybe she should consider how this might make her look a little desperate that she's already starting to lose her mind over the slightest touch but also, consider, she does not care. all she cares about is cloud's thumb tracing over her between her thighs, the smooth fabric of her panties a very different sensation combined with the light pressure of his hand and his mouth on her neck.]
[ fights the fanfics forever. it's a little bit of a surprise when she rolls her hips for the pressure, in that he doesn't expect her to be this eager. it's not at all a bad thing, especially when she sounds like that. ]
Okay. [ he repeats it, slowly, emotions mostly pleased and interested. a little curious. he moves so it's more than just the thumb over her, fingers pressing a little downward as he strokes more surely. his grip on her hip is maybe on the edge of bruising because he's not paying as much attention to that as he is at aerith's mounting interest. he mouths at her neck, moving a little further to the junction of her shoulder to suck a little mark in. that part is usually covered so it's fine? just a widdle? ]
[unfortunately, all of the emotions are extremely eager and extremely horny at this point i don't even know what to say anymore. how did we get here. there are pings of intrigue and of want from her, and when it's more fingers there's a shaky gasp that follows. this does nothing to hide her interest, given it's more obvious to feel to the touch now and she doesn't object to the bruising grip.
honestly she kind of likes it? more shit to consider. mouthing along her neck is fine, and even more fine is the way he sinks his teeth in to suck a mark. it drags another sound out of her, higher-pitched and pleased and she's doing her best not to squeeze her thighs together around his hand to keep him there. she's not going to rush him, but she does take the hand not in his hair down to slip between them, carefully nudging his fingers closer to the edge of her underwear. he can keep doing what he was doing, but she's also fine if he wants to go past the barrier at all]
[ we got here because emotionshare of horny works on cloud. any other emotion is bad but horny is like :o he's stupid your honor
speaking of, she moves her hand to move his to the edge and he has a moment of being unsure if she wants him to move off entirely before he catches on, and he pulls back from her neck with a soft little oh. ]
... You sure?
[ cannot emphasize that she's not the virgin in this scenario and he probably doesn't need to double check so much, but he's rubbing little circles over the band of her underwear with his thumb in a very obvious "if you tell me yes i will take them off?" kind of move. ]
[that's. fair. that's fair? and he pulls back and the emotional feedback is a little amused and the tiniest bit of impatience.]
...I know it's a lot, but you said you wanted to try on me first, didn't you? [she has bigger plans in mind, but baby steps. so yeah, she's sure, the dress is still covering her and there's some kind of thrill of the idea of that particular scenario.]
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[the..information that her boyfriend in a pretty dress makes her horny? yeah, that information.]
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The information being that you're into this. [ clarifying as a tease, because he can't quite help it, aerith's never really embarrassed, but; ] What are the options?
[ for what she can do with that info. ]
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Something like that. [yeah.] ...guess our options are...a couple of things? [a hand comes up to trail over his side again.] Depending on how you're feeling about this.
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... Well, I told you. I'm not weirded out. [ reiterating it as he lets her pet his side, cocking his hip a little as he shifts in place ] I think I want to hear what things you're thinking of.
[ again just. so intrigued. it's all positive interested feelings? ]
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the touch at his back is interesting. it's not like the corset's comfortable, but aerith's fascination with it is. also interesting. ]
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the nice thing is she was right, this pink dress is so much easier to move in. and the other nice thing is cloud's dress is open in the front enough that he's a little flexible, too. the corset's only kind of a thing, but again, it's about shaping and giving cloud the illusion he has a more feminine figure and she should maybe consider that, but she's pretty blatantly aware she finds tifa hot so what's it matter to her? more than anything, it's the fact that it's cloud. she kicks her heels off, sitting up just a little to adjust more comfortably on his lap to continue kissing him.]
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she's adjusting herself on his lap and he's got a hand on her hip to keep her balanced, fingers splayed out in a tight grab. his other one runs over her back, playing with the seam of her dress. she's pretty in this dress, in a way that's very different from the red one that left him tongue tied, but it's not a bad way. it is especially not a bad way when she's on his lap kissing him like this.
thinking about it he decides that while he's still not into wearing dresses he is into aerith's reaction to him wearing dresses. is that a thing. well, whatever. ]
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she knows he can't feel her hands on the corset, but she keeps massaging and scratching along the back of his neck, chest to chest and the hand eventually winding around to grip cloud's shoulder, dragging some of the fabric across his skin.
she seems to, like, realize she's going a little overboard though because she pauses in their kiss to pull back long enough to speak.]
...sorry. Don't know what came over me. [she says, as if emotionsharing isn't happening and she's projecting her interest and wants loud and clear.]
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he lets aerith pull back and he stares at her a little after she speaks, something amused in his eyes. but maybe he can't talk! because his emotions might not be as heightened right now but he's projecting want and interest right back! woopsies. ]
S'alright. I think I've got an idea. [ in a bit of a low tone. he kisses at her jawline with a hum. the effect this week is--weird, and a little invasive, but he probably would be a lot more hesitant if he could not feel her emotions through this, hilariously enough. ]
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this effect is terrible but glad cloud's suddenly aware that yeah, his girlfriend's into him.]
Oh do you now...[she has zero room to tease when she's in the position they're in, but she grins.] This is fine.
[she means just kissing, but she's still letting her fingers work at his neck.]
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the thing is when she says things like that he's never sure if she means to be reassuring or she's the one who wants it to be over. or, rather, he's never been sure, because again: kind of more obvious now. he still hesitates before he says it though, something shy in his own feelings: ]
We could do more than fine.
[ ooo mr strife how bold (victorian era ass) ]
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also what the hell is he so beautiful for? he looks up through his lashes and aerith's looking down, hand on his neck and the blips of shyness registering enough to make her grin a little.]
...we could do more than fine. [immediate interest.] Show me how you'd start?
YOU'RE MAKING ME WRITE PORN WHEN YOU'RE DYING?
Yeah, alright. [ but he is indulgent, so he'll go right back to kissing down the slope of her neck (because she liked it, because her neck is pretty and bare, little of column a and little of column b), moving his hand from her back to her leg. her... bare leg, slipping in the dress to stroke up her thigh. hello! leg. he's not wearing gloves so that is bare skin on bare skin, hi. ]
yes?
this is a good start, really, head tilted to let him have an easier time kissing his way down. the hand on her back moves, and there's a suppressed little shiver when it disappears into the skirt of her dress and over her thigh. hello leg!! you're just out there!! the lack of gloves really does change things, given the skin on skin contact, and she's very into that considering the way she moves to press into the touch. the fingers at his neck are still scritching and moving back into his hair more to give her hands something to do and because she knows cloud likes it. she does shift juuuust a little to let the dress slit fall open move so his hand can go higher if it wants. you know. for fun.]
i hate you
he likes the little shiver. she shouldn't suppress it? so obviously the solution is for cloud to go ahead and follow her very unsubtle request when she moves to give him more space, trailing his hand up higher... and higher... he could stay on the side of it and pet up to her hip. it's still skintouch so it'd be new even if it's something he's done? but the emotional loop has him a little bolder, so. so. he's caressing towards the inside of thigh, petting up until he reaches just high enough near her crotch he's teasing her underwear with a thumb. hi.
there's like 2% of worry it's too much, but he is trying to ignore that so he drags his teeth on her neck gently in the midst of kisses. ]
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so really, what happens is that cloud finds out it isn't a thing to worry about because the combination of his thumb and his teeth means there's a sound that's very obviously a soft moan somewhere in his hair as she debates if she wants to grab his hand to move it closer on her own. well. he's close enough now he can probably start to get a sense just how affected she is by all of this. never mind the way she drags her nails up the back of his neck again in a mimic of his teeth.]
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he likes the sound she makes. he likes the nails, too, a lot, but the moan was--nice. he is very much not unflustered by all of this. and maybe he should be more weirded out that they're doing this when he's still very much crossdressing? but also whatever they have been dancing around it a while and aerith's very much into it.
which is why he breathes a little shakily over her neck as his hand moves up, ever so slightly, touch just a tad lighter as he traces over her properly. she's still wearing underwear so it's okay if he pets, right? ]
... This okay? [ just checking. while he is already doing it. ]
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they really are doing this while cloud's in a dress, and she should consider that but she's also kind of letting this play out to see how it goes. if cloud's okay with it, who is she to stop him? his breath over her neck gives her goosebumps, really, and it probably isn't much of a surprise the way she rolls her hips a little to get closer to his hand, applying a little more friction and grip around his shoulders tightening a little.]
Yeah...totally okay. [kind of breathless, and maybe she should consider how this might make her look a little desperate that she's already starting to lose her mind over the slightest touch but also, consider, she does not care. all she cares about is cloud's thumb tracing over her between her thighs, the smooth fabric of her panties a very different sensation combined with the light pressure of his hand and his mouth on her neck.]
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Okay. [ he repeats it, slowly, emotions mostly pleased and interested. a little curious. he moves so it's more than just the thumb over her, fingers pressing a little downward as he strokes more surely. his grip on her hip is maybe on the edge of bruising because he's not paying as much attention to that as he is at aerith's mounting interest. he mouths at her neck, moving a little further to the junction of her shoulder to suck a little mark in. that part is usually covered so it's fine? just a widdle? ]
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honestly she kind of likes it? more shit to consider. mouthing along her neck is fine, and even more fine is the way he sinks his teeth in to suck a mark. it drags another sound out of her, higher-pitched and pleased and she's doing her best not to squeeze her thighs together around his hand to keep him there. she's not going to rush him, but she does take the hand not in his hair down to slip between them, carefully nudging his fingers closer to the edge of her underwear. he can keep doing what he was doing, but she's also fine if he wants to go past the barrier at all]
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speaking of, she moves her hand to move his to the edge and he has a moment of being unsure if she wants him to move off entirely before he catches on, and he pulls back from her neck with a soft little oh. ]
... You sure?
[ cannot emphasize that she's not the virgin in this scenario and he probably doesn't need to double check so much, but he's rubbing little circles over the band of her underwear with his thumb in a very obvious "if you tell me yes i will take them off?" kind of move. ]
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...I know it's a lot, but you said you wanted to try on me first, didn't you? [she has bigger plans in mind, but baby steps. so yeah, she's sure, the dress is still covering her and there's some kind of thrill of the idea of that particular scenario.]
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