Lilium Derived from Latin lilia, which may have come from a corrupted pronunciation of a word from an extinct Eastern Mediterranean language Humility, devotion, restored innocence after death
"Lovers used to give these when they were reunited."
Mmhm. [very assured here. as much as he wants. aerith's close enough she can kind of take a guess, yeah, but she's not doing anything yet because she's taking the hint to let cloud do this first and then she can get her hands on him.
the fingers slip right back between her thighs, and even knowing that there's nothing left between them and her there's a little shocked gasp, surprised at the feeling. it's not worth hiding her arousal at this point, and there's a small huff of laughter.]
This is a really good start? [LIKE YEAH??? cloud's bare fingers just touching her in general is really something. it's not like aerith herself has never explored on her own or with a partner, but it's...y'know. been a while. even the lightest touch feels incredible and she's steadily breathing against his neck.] Take your time...
[ instead of answering he kisses the side of her head, somewhere between her cheek and her jaw, closest spot he can reach. take his time is kind of an easy request when he only knows the theory of what he's doing, here.
he strokes over her a few times, petting over before he's moving his hand back to move pat her thigh and spread her legs a little more. better access. he's not forcing her to do the split or anything, just a small adjustment before he goes back and actually strokes over the source of that [virgin voice] intriguing wetness this time. ]
[the kiss kind of mollifies her, actually, and she shifts to rest her cheek against his shoulder and her own arm to relax into the touch. cloud only has some idea of what he's doing, and she's not going to guide him yet until she sees how he handles it.
it's maybe a little too easy for her to adjust her legs and spread them wider, the dress giving way to the movement and she hikes it up a little higher so it's out of the way. the broad stroke of his fingers over her sex is kind of a lot in the sense of overwhelming pleasure, but she's had experience and time enough to build up a stamina, so to speak. this does not stop her from a little murmur, wetness spreading over the tip of his fingers as she breathes against the crook of his neck.]
That's good. [not that cloud needs the verbal confirmation? or like maybe he does.]
[ please guide him a little he is literally going in blind. twice fold. horrid.
which is to say he does need the verbal confirmation, at least in the sense there's that little note of being pleased with himself again when she says it. the wetness is... also a little fascinating. he does it again, spreading his fingers slightly. he is a nerd and kind of trying to map her out with his hand? and also it's a bonus of teasing her all over with soft exploratory touches, trying to see what she likes before committing to anything.
[they really did just go hardmode with this, but like most things she sort of assumes cloud will be a natural and pick up on it. it's why there isn't a protest when he spreads his fingers, opening her a little further and aerith rolls her hips down to be pressed more firmly over his fingers. she keeps her eyes half-open to watch, but she's content to hang out and let him explore.
the fact that he's pleased with himself is cute, but the way he's teasing her means she shudders a little while tucking her face further into his neck. judging by the way her arms tighten again, he's doing a good job working her up with the little exploratory touches, though of course there's a surprised hitch in her breathing when he gets closer to the center. wow. wonder what he's getting close to...]
[ cloud is a natural at everything even sex is a tall ask, he's never a natural at social skills. this is very social. but maybe he is because she's rolling her hips and shuddering and wet and this is all, actually, very attractive to cloud. the feeling of being turned on is shared if that helps.
the surprised hitch nets a curious hum from him as he follows the hint (it's not a hint this isnt a game) and strokes closer that way, exploring. hello what is this clearly MYSTERIOUS THING?
also just for the record he's kissing the side of her face again because he wants to she's too busy in his neck for proper kisses but he likes kisses ]
[listen she's really just grateful cloud's capable of being turned on at all or she'd feel real stupid right about now. but then again it's not like she's been unaware of what he might like? she remembers his reaction to her red dress...and their swimsuits...and now there's this.
cloud's fingers move, and what he's rewarded with is aerith trying not to outright grind down on his hand the closer he strays, it's nearly a sure thing. he's closer, but not quite where it feels best so it's teasing strokes and brushes along the sides.
the kissing to her face is nice though and she's mumbling along with that. she can't touch his neck when he's kissing her like this, but she does let a hand brush through his hair. good. reward pets.]
[ i keep only getting one notif for our threads thanks functioning website dw. he likes the reward pets. they are nice.
aerith's very real fear that her boyfriend is fully asexual was unfounded. he's very much into the way she's clearly trying to hold herself back, though it would be helpful to have directions that aren't just her body language. god. he's brushing against things, and that means he also teases at her entrance a little, brushing against that too before moving up, circling. what if he touches everything just to see what happens. and because he can. ]
[it was a very real fear wow? this is now just a feedback loop of pleased and horny emotions which is godawful, actually, but there's a gasp when she feels fingers brush at her entrance and it's about then she lifts her head enough to talk.]
Little higher. [the tone is low, which is probably another indicator of how much she's enjoying this. fun for cloud, he can find she's absolutely wet at her center and moreso around her entrance. good for him.] Don't have to be so gentle either, you know.
[ wet... little fascinated by that. their feedback loop is truly a goddamn nightmare. he hums and decides to be honest; ]
I don't wanna hurt you. [ but despite the commentary he does exactly as requested, moving his touch higher, pressing down more firmly. hmmm. what's This? circles over and rubs curiously ] It'd ruin the mood.
[ the second note is that he's aware it is a little silly to be worried about hurting her when he's doing as requested and she gave him blank potential, but also, he is used to handling things that are a lot less delicate and he would rather be nice than not in this scenario. for obvious reasons.
[thanks for treating her delicately, but she's not fragile. she's about to say something about how he won't hurt her, she'd stop him before then and there's no chance of ruining the mood but uh
moving his hand, fingers down more firmly and stroking riiiight over that particular spot means what he gets is a surprised, but eager moan right against his ear, hips jerking up into the touch. hold on, give her a second to think of words because that was good, thank you.
[ you thought he was pleased with himself and horny before!!! surprise!!! he really is now ]
Take it that means that wasn't bad?
[ stop being smug and horny. it's horrid. he is asking her questions but he's also like very eager to hear that noise again, so he is of course going to recreate his actions, pressing just a tad firmer this time ]
[stop being smug and horny??? unfortunately this is also kind of a turn-on for her because she's always like cloud's confidence. this is now just confidence about something that benefits her. his fingers press a little harder, rubbing and circling her again in a way that makes her squirm both to get closer and to pull off because it's such direct contact.]
Cloud. [lightly gasped out, fingers digging into his shoulder as she bucks up into the touch again.] Yeah, that's...yes. [yeah, that wasn't bad, she guesses.]
[ it's a lucky thing she's not looking at his face because he's smirking a little. the asshole. ]
Yeah? [ his voice is a little low and breathy because again not unaffected, and maybe he should be worried about it being too much, but he moves his hand so while he's still touching and playing with her with two fingers the other two are stroking other places, too. it is kind of awkward to do and might cramp his hand but also consider he really likes aerith gasping his name and bucking into his touch ]
[he really is an asshole, wow. see if she ever provides guidance again, because he's moving his hand and there are more fingers and it's a lot of touch in a very sensitive spot. if he likes that, he's really gonna love the way she swallows another moan, panting into his neck and shoulder and sliding over his fingers easily. it probably helps his fingers are already slicked up, and her legs are trembling a little the more all four fingers touch over her.
she really wants to ask if she can touch him, actually, but she remembers what he said earlier and honestly, her hairbrained idea is that if he's worked up enough she could ask if he wants to go all the way. on the off-chance he says yes, she's not doing something that might make him lose it early.
her, on the other hand. cloud can get her off multiple times if he wants as long as he doesn't stop. oh, wait, that was definitely mumbled, but she's not embarrassed. instead, she proves she's needy.]
Here, let me...[a hand comes down to try and grab cloud's, fingers twitching as they wrap around his wrist. she needs a break on her clit or she's going to finish too early, but she brings his hand back to her center, crooking his fingers to tease the entrance before giving it a tiny push. he knows where it is now...if he's curious.]
[ she could truly ask now, but she can try to scheme it if she wants, cloud is not thinking that hard about the future himself. he is kind of taken into the now. she is moaning in panting in his ear, trembling, and wet and mumbling something about how he can get her off as much as he wants and that's--
well she's allowed to not be embarrassed because his feelings of desire are really strong right now. they only get stronger when she grabs his wrist, though he stills his movements immediately when she does, letting her move him without any fight. and then she brings him there and. well if she ever was worried about cloud not feeling arousal it should be over he is really into this. ]
Oh. [ oh he says, because she's wet and open and asking, and his heart is beating very loudly. he is curious, thank you. she's already done part of the job, crooking his fingers, so it's easy for him to do the rest of the job, pushing them in slowly, watching her reaction. ]
[you know. emotional feedback is great. she's 100% really loving that she can feel how into this he is, and she removes her hand a little to give him room to explore on his own. oh, he says, as if this is new and surprising (and maybe it is), but his curiosity is rewarded with the way there's a little stretch as he opens her, the sensation of warm, wet heat gripping onto his fingers as he pushes them in. the response from her is a higher, choked little whine and she moves to descend down over his hand to take his fingers in further. he can feel the slow, steady pressure as she adjusts to his hand, throbbing almost around the digits and her free hand scratches at his back just to expel some of her energy, digging in as if to brace herself while rocking her hips forward.
the other hand is still closer to their laps though, and this time she's letting it move, subtly slipping over and under the bottom of cloud's dress while her own knuckles drag over the length of him with little preamble. hiiii...is for her?]
[ she's pretty when she's needy, is what he's thinking, fully captivated by the wet heat around his fingers. the way she's clinging and rocking against him. he doesn't move his hand too much at first, pressing against her walls as he pushes in before pulling back, a gentle and steady rhythm of push and pull as he looks at her.
he is so focused on what he's doing he is not paying attention when aerith's hand slips under his dress until it's brushing against himself. i have to contend with the fact idk what underwear he has on. whatever she would've given him. horrid. cloud is not thinking about that, though, a surprised little moaned ah from the touch. yeah. yeah, it's for her, and he's stuck with want just as much as there's a sudden burst of shyness. ]
[the little presses and touches keep drawing soft murmurs from her, and when his fingers start moving in that steady rhythm it changes into a little groan of pleasure as she moves ever-so-slightly to meet him for each press. it's hard to ignore the way his fingers are slowly being coated or the way she's snug around him, just like it's probably hard to ignore the sharp, slow breaths against his neck to keep herself focused.
i did not want to think about his underwear situation until i realized she would have given it to him. we're just not addressing this. regardless, her hand is a little more certain than his, palm rubbing over him even as she grins in the face of his shyness.]
This okay...? [how she has the audacity to say this when she's still trying to ride his fingers, who the fuck can say.]
[ he's hard! this isn't a secret. it has not been a secret for a while. but he's hard and she's palming him and somehow this makes him blush and falter a lot more than aerith trying to ride his fingers. which--well he's moving a little faster when she does, because again, really attractive of her to do this, but he seems tense and embarrassed. ]
... Y-yeah. It's... fine. [ it's not like it feels bad. it's embarrassing, because he is very hard when no one was touching him until just now, and because he kind of twitches towards her touch. he distracts himself by rubbing a thumb over her hip with his other hand. ]
[the quicker speed of his fingers is nice going by the intrigued chirp-like sound when he does that. she's not removing his underwear yet, hand caressing him through the fabric in slow but steady strokes. the emotional vibe is—okay, well, obviously it's extremely horny because she is spurned on by the fact cloud's hard and twitching into her hand, but underneath there's curiosity. she...wants to see...]
You sure? [it's a soft tease, but it really is an offer that she can stop if it's too distracting for him right now even as she shivers a little under his thumb.]
[ embarrassing that there's his own small wet spot there when she caresses him, but he's busy fingering her, crooking his fingers and spreading them in turn to seek out her reaction, refusing to think about it!! it's not embarrassing if he doesn't think!!
well, he says that, but he can feel her curiosity through the teasing, and he's the one breathing hard in her ear now and aware that she is horny and curious. which is it's own kind of-- interesting. sure. ]
Yeah. [ he breathes it out again, swallowing a little. ] You can... [ feeling shy when he is doing this feels incredibly stupid but also talking is never his strong suit, so; ] Whatever you want.
[the nice (?) thing about it is that as much as she wants to actually touch him he's busy playing her in a way that's extremely hard to ignore, the push and the pull and the stretch making her breathing quicken and hand falter. it's leaning in, chest to chest and trying to steady herself even though she does manage to squeeze a hand around him gently with the heel of her palm circling the wet spot.
eventually, her brain reconnects even while she continues tightening around his fingers and her free hand claws at his back a little when the speed of his hand means he manages to just-slightly brush against her clit again.]
I wanna see. [and it sounds like a little whine, really just "can i, can i, can i?" and that's the emotional vibe. she wants, well, a lot here.]
[ chest to chest... booba... his free hand is still gripping her because men can't do things with both hands at once that's a fact, and also he is very busy getting her off. the way she claws at his back when he brushes against the clit is interesting, and he moves to try to do it again more deliberately as he slides his fingers in and out of her this time. this is what thumbs were invented for, right. to touch the clit?
the little can i whine is-- sorry, he huffs out a laugh against her even though he's shuddering at her touch. it's funny because he's not seeing shit, and because he's not sure she wants to interrupt him enough for him to get undressed? (silly cloud. she doesn't need you fully undressed.) ]
I--yeah. You can... [ he shakes his head a little, trying to focus. he is going to embarrass himself probably but whatever, at this point, he thinks he can get her off so it's less sad. ] I told you, do whatever.
[ a little gruff because he is still little shy about it ]
[it's fine, she will convince him to touch booba later. right now he can just feel them pressed directly into his. thumbs were in fact made to touch the clit, given the sudden involuntary full-body shudder that comes with that. her arm's hooked around him a little tighter, but the other hand proves exactly why she doesn't need cloud to get undressed. hers is smaller? clearly it's easier to let it slide its way into his underwear, pushing them down with her wrist to free him a little. the dress might be mostly covering him, but it's fine. she can feel him juuuust fine.
she still has an agenda, so she won't do this for long? it's just to work him up and because she wants to touch him and see him. give her a second to bunch up the hem of the dress so she can fully look, hand slowly starting to work over him while the emotions ping as intrigued. and a deep want, and she's already thinking about the idea of cloud inside her and okay, slow the fuck down.
she settles for kissing his cheek in a move that's almost too chaste for this. this also doesn't help with the way she's curling closer with every movement of cloud's fingers.]
I do like getting to do whatever with you. [the thing about it is that she's already focused on the idea of fucking cloud there is a high chance he will, actually, get her off first before she decides to take care of him.]
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the fingers slip right back between her thighs, and even knowing that there's nothing left between them and her there's a little shocked gasp, surprised at the feeling. it's not worth hiding her arousal at this point, and there's a small huff of laughter.]
This is a really good start? [LIKE YEAH??? cloud's bare fingers just touching her in general is really something. it's not like aerith herself has never explored on her own or with a partner, but it's...y'know. been a while. even the lightest touch feels incredible and she's steadily breathing against his neck.] Take your time...
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he strokes over her a few times, petting over before he's moving his hand back to move pat her thigh and spread her legs a little more. better access. he's not forcing her to do the split or anything, just a small adjustment before he goes back and actually strokes over the source of that [virgin voice] intriguing wetness this time. ]
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it's maybe a little too easy for her to adjust her legs and spread them wider, the dress giving way to the movement and she hikes it up a little higher so it's out of the way. the broad stroke of his fingers over her sex is kind of a lot in the sense of overwhelming pleasure, but she's had experience and time enough to build up a stamina, so to speak. this does not stop her from a little murmur, wetness spreading over the tip of his fingers as she breathes against the crook of his neck.]
That's good. [not that cloud needs the verbal confirmation? or like maybe he does.]
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which is to say he does need the verbal confirmation, at least in the sense there's that little note of being pleased with himself again when she says it. the wetness is... also a little fascinating. he does it again, spreading his fingers slightly. he is a nerd and kind of trying to map her out with his hand? and also it's a bonus of teasing her all over with soft exploratory touches, trying to see what she likes before committing to anything.
In This Thread, Cloud Will Find The Clitoris ]
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the fact that he's pleased with himself is cute, but the way he's teasing her means she shudders a little while tucking her face further into his neck. judging by the way her arms tighten again, he's doing a good job working her up with the little exploratory touches, though of course there's a surprised hitch in her breathing when he gets closer to the center. wow. wonder what he's getting close to...]
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the surprised hitch nets a curious hum from him as he follows the hint (it's not a hint this isnt a game) and strokes closer that way, exploring. hello what is this clearly MYSTERIOUS THING?
also just for the record he's kissing the side of her face again because he wants to she's too busy in his neck for proper kisses but he likes kisses ]
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cloud's fingers move, and what he's rewarded with is aerith trying not to outright grind down on his hand the closer he strays, it's nearly a sure thing. he's closer, but not quite where it feels best so it's teasing strokes and brushes along the sides.
the kissing to her face is nice though and she's mumbling along with that. she can't touch his neck when he's kissing her like this, but she does let a hand brush through his hair. good. reward pets.]
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aerith's very real fear that her boyfriend is fully asexual was unfounded. he's very much into the way she's clearly trying to hold herself back, though it would be helpful to have directions that aren't just her body language. god. he's brushing against things, and that means he also teases at her entrance a little, brushing against that too before moving up, circling. what if he touches everything just to see what happens. and because he can. ]
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Little higher. [the tone is low, which is probably another indicator of how much she's enjoying this. fun for cloud, he can find she's absolutely wet at her center and moreso around her entrance. good for him.] Don't have to be so gentle either, you know.
[a little more pressure is fine.]
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I don't wanna hurt you. [ but despite the commentary he does exactly as requested, moving his touch higher, pressing down more firmly. hmmm. what's This? circles over and rubs curiously ] It'd ruin the mood.
[ the second note is that he's aware it is a little silly to be worried about hurting her when he's doing as requested and she gave him blank potential, but also, he is used to handling things that are a lot less delicate and he would rather be nice than not in this scenario. for obvious reasons.
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moving his hand, fingers down more firmly and stroking riiiight over that particular spot means what he gets is a surprised, but eager moan right against his ear, hips jerking up into the touch. hold on, give her a second to think of words because that was good, thank you.
what was that about ruining the mood?]
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Take it that means that wasn't bad?
[ stop being smug and horny. it's horrid. he is asking her questions but he's also like very eager to hear that noise again, so he is of course going to recreate his actions, pressing just a tad firmer this time ]
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Cloud. [lightly gasped out, fingers digging into his shoulder as she bucks up into the touch again.] Yeah, that's...yes. [yeah, that wasn't bad, she guesses.]
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Yeah? [ his voice is a little low and breathy because again not unaffected, and maybe he should be worried about it being too much, but he moves his hand so while he's still touching and playing with her with two fingers the other two are stroking other places, too. it is kind of awkward to do and might cramp his hand but also consider he really likes aerith gasping his name and bucking into his touch ]
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she really wants to ask if she can touch him, actually, but she remembers what he said earlier and honestly, her hairbrained idea is that if he's worked up enough she could ask if he wants to go all the way. on the off-chance he says yes, she's not doing something that might make him lose it early.
her, on the other hand. cloud can get her off multiple times if he wants as long as he doesn't stop. oh, wait, that was definitely mumbled, but she's not embarrassed. instead, she proves she's needy.]
Here, let me...[a hand comes down to try and grab cloud's, fingers twitching as they wrap around his wrist. she needs a break on her clit or she's going to finish too early, but she brings his hand back to her center, crooking his fingers to tease the entrance before giving it a tiny push. he knows where it is now...if he's curious.]
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well she's allowed to not be embarrassed because his feelings of desire are really strong right now. they only get stronger when she grabs his wrist, though he stills his movements immediately when she does, letting her move him without any fight. and then she brings him there and. well if she ever was worried about cloud not feeling arousal it should be over he is really into this. ]
Oh. [ oh he says, because she's wet and open and asking, and his heart is beating very loudly. he is curious, thank you. she's already done part of the job, crooking his fingers, so it's easy for him to do the rest of the job, pushing them in slowly, watching her reaction. ]
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the other hand is still closer to their laps though, and this time she's letting it move, subtly slipping over and under the bottom of cloud's dress while her own knuckles drag over the length of him with little preamble. hiiii...is for her?]
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he is so focused on what he's doing he is not paying attention when aerith's hand slips under his dress until it's brushing against himself. i have to contend with the fact idk what underwear he has on. whatever she would've given him. horrid. cloud is not thinking about that, though, a surprised little moaned ah from the touch. yeah. yeah, it's for her, and he's stuck with want just as much as there's a sudden burst of shyness. ]
...Aerith. [ he breathes it out ]
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i did not want to think about his underwear situation until i realized she would have given it to him. we're just not addressing this. regardless, her hand is a little more certain than his, palm rubbing over him even as she grins in the face of his shyness.]
This okay...? [how she has the audacity to say this when she's still trying to ride his fingers, who the fuck can say.]
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... Y-yeah. It's... fine. [ it's not like it feels bad. it's embarrassing, because he is very hard when no one was touching him until just now, and because he kind of twitches towards her touch. he distracts himself by rubbing a thumb over her hip with his other hand. ]
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You sure? [it's a soft tease, but it really is an offer that she can stop if it's too distracting for him right now even as she shivers a little under his thumb.]
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well, he says that, but he can feel her curiosity through the teasing, and he's the one breathing hard in her ear now and aware that she is horny and curious. which is it's own kind of-- interesting. sure. ]
Yeah. [ he breathes it out again, swallowing a little. ] You can... [ feeling shy when he is doing this feels incredibly stupid but also talking is never his strong suit, so; ] Whatever you want.
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eventually, her brain reconnects even while she continues tightening around his fingers and her free hand claws at his back a little when the speed of his hand means he manages to just-slightly brush against her clit again.]
I wanna see. [and it sounds like a little whine, really just "can i, can i, can i?" and that's the emotional vibe. she wants, well, a lot here.]
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the little can i whine is-- sorry, he huffs out a laugh against her even though he's shuddering at her touch. it's funny because he's not seeing shit, and because he's not sure she wants to interrupt him enough for him to get undressed? (silly cloud. she doesn't need you fully undressed.) ]
I--yeah. You can... [ he shakes his head a little, trying to focus. he is going to embarrass himself probably but whatever, at this point, he thinks he can get her off so it's less sad. ] I told you, do whatever.
[ a little gruff because he is still little shy about it ]
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she still has an agenda, so she won't do this for long? it's just to work him up and because she wants to touch him and see him. give her a second to bunch up the hem of the dress so she can fully look, hand slowly starting to work over him while the emotions ping as intrigued. and a deep want, and she's already thinking about the idea of cloud inside her and okay, slow the fuck down.
she settles for kissing his cheek in a move that's almost too chaste for this. this also doesn't help with the way she's curling closer with every movement of cloud's fingers.]
I do like getting to do whatever with you. [the thing about it is that she's already focused on the idea of fucking cloud there is a high chance he will, actually, get her off first before she decides to take care of him.]
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